I hope that I won't have to go back to the hospital any time soon!

Yeah, I will do my best to talk to the new therapist, but I am so nervous. I don't know if I will like her at all. My current therapist told me a little bit about her and so far I don't know if I'll like her... It took me a long time to find my current therapist and it took me even longer to learn to trust her. I'm really picky when it comes to therapists.
And it's funny how trust works, I always trust easily with people who are not trustworthy, then those who need my trust; I never give it.