I have the same exact fear LongCat!

I also don't like places I can't clearly see - like my garage. It has this weird hole in the ceiling so I won't go in there because I am irrationally terrified that spiders and a homeless man are going to jump out on my head.

And I'm ok with spiders because we have an agreement. They leave me alone and I leave them alone. So yesterday this big spider that had been chilling in my room for 3 days gets discovered by my husband who freaks out and wants me to kill it... but I couldn't kill it because we had an agreement and I didn't want to go back on my word. I ended up catching it in a jar and letting it free outside because I didn't know what else to do. I was afraid if I killed it all the spiders would know I was a liar and they wouldn't uphold their end of the agreement...