I have that same fear! NO JOKE!

I HATE killing things because I get worried that their siblings or their little bug families are going to come for revenge.

I seriously hate killing anything. I just hate it so much.

I have loads of weird fears. I also am scared of things with loads of little holes. Like, one time I was shoveling snow and the snow dripped from the roof and made loads of little holes in the snow on the ground and it just made me so scared I got angry and beat the shit out of the snow with my shovel.