I will probably be sleeping through it after this lame christmas i dont know if new years will be any better.... im just gonna go to sleep and wake up to a fresh start... im gonna work hard on fullfilling my resolutions, and hope I have a good time (since i will be turning 21 in june) im not one to party though so that might not be exciting either... i dont know hopefully it will be fun i just need to get over my heartbreak first but thats going to take a while...