Alex let the small grin show on his face, "Maybe I can help you think of something." He said, while picking her up and sitting down, letting her sit on his lap and cry on his shoulder. "If I tell you what happened.. I really hope you don't feel worse about me then you already do. I mean, I would understand if you did, but it wasn't my choice. I didn't like what I was doing, it was simply the only way I could get by." He informed her, while resting his head on hers. "Are you sure you want me to tell you? It's bad.. I mean, really bad."