A break sounds nice. I love hanging out on the site but sometimes it's also nice just to focus on stuff in real life...

That church thing sounds nice. I feel pretty bad because I haven't really been to church in a long time. There isn't anywhere really close by me apart from the Mormon church so yeah... V_V I really need to focus more on saying my prayers and communicating more with God.

I was doing a bit better the last week or two but I just found out today that my fiance owes a ton of money for his taxes in December. Speaking frankly we're basically fucked. So today hasn't been a good day. I spent a good deal crying and then talking to my parents. I have to talk to my fiancé when I get home later tonight Send supportive thoughts my way, I need all the help I can get right now, mentally and financially.

In the meantime I've been trying to distract myself with the new Wind Waker HD game. It's so pretty...