Idk where else to post this but idk how social I'll be for a bit. A very dear close friend of mine passed away this weekend (found out today) so I've been grieving. I've never lost anyone close to me before. Not even elders (grandparents are still alive.) so this has been especially hard on me.
My friend was also in the netherlands so I won't be able to attend his funeral.

Sorry for the depressing post, I just felt like I should tell you all in advance why I may not be as active.