Finally got out and did.it got a job. Needing extra money coming in the house. U know everythings tight with the bills and everything. Nothing is cheap anymore. Like food u.cant eat it anymore and not worry if its gonna make u sick or not. Blue bell ice cream being recalled due to listeria . Making ppl very sick. Honestly u cant eat nothing ukeep wondering its it continmated can i eat it and not get sick. Its just the way the world is nowdays

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My wonderful bf nate he makes my world spin around. Makes my heart skip a beat every now and then just wondetful . Have u ever been so in love it actually blinds ya lol . I love it. Im just so happy about life and love when i hear his lol thats da best feeling in the whole wide world. Im sorry i go on and on about it but i love being in love.have u ever wondered what it would be like if therw was no lovel only hatred in this world . It would be a.mad world everything tore up no peace no freedom . Ppl would hurt each other everyday. It would be shortlived on this planet. Im so glad jesus died for us to give us the peace andbfreedom to love one another and to live free on this earth.

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Sometimes do u wake up.in the middle of the night cold sweat panting like u have been in a fight or something like something attacked u or u lost someone u love.its scary. I woke up one night after dreamung of my daughters dad had gotten in a fight he got beat up bad. I woke up after seeing it happen in my dream it was frightening cuz two days later i found out it really happenend it really freaked me out. I had dreams that freaked me put bit for them to actually become true. Omg thoughts were running through my head wondering if i could see the future. I predict it before it actually happens. Scary