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Take my darkest fears and play them like a lullaby, like a reason why.

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Old 02-23-2013, 03:56 AM

Thank you for the insight.

I guess you could be right. I'm not the type that give up easily and I hate to give up or in. Pushing forward is what I've always done. There are times that I get down, but I usually pull myself back up without anyone's help as I've never really had any close friends and the ones I have had we lost touch over time. Even though my parents, my mom's parents and I were a close knit family I hated to rely on them as I grew older to solve my problems. That could be because of my mother though. Her and I have never had a really really close relationship. When I was younger I was very emotional and my mom somewhat sees emotions as weakness. Over time I've grown more to be that way as well.

I really feel like I'm rambling. >. >



I'll take your word for it.
Very true and hopefully I will.
Yeah, our lives have been one obstacle after another ever since my grandfather got really sick in 2003. He passed in 2007.