i have been slowing down recently.. so no worries. its the stress getting to me...

but you should feel more confident. i know i dont make awesome outfit 100% of the time. and im no where near the skill level of Suona or Siri or Hime or Linnea, or several others on mene. But i think im in the same catagory as Neller maybe... with some helpful advice from people here and there. and I dont think you are far off from that. if there was a top 10, i wouldnt be in it. If there was a top 20 we would both probably make it.