Originally Posted by llonka

It's alright don't worry about it!

Hmm I'd say I'm not that religious, though my mother and aunt are. I needed an elective and it sounded very interesting. I'd say it is too, I'm learning a lot. I'm not one to go to church though. I don't like how nosey people can get and around here you always have to help out with something. I'm not into that, I'd rather attend church and be on merry way without anyone stopping to talk to me. I'm just a huge grouch right now. Yeah it's a degree, I will just be a teacher's aide for now, but I eventually want to teach English.

I'm trying but sometimes I wonder if I'm just meant to be the ugly fat mom who sits on her butt all the time. It just doesn't help that I don't have any support at home. Nobody believes that I can do it, so rather than prove them wrong I'd rather just not even try.

Boys are okay. Jacob's pet turtle recently passed away and it was really hard on him. We might get him another one that is older. Kaleb is having ear troubles again, we had to go out of town to his doctor today. It wasn't very fun trip for him, the doctor put hydrogen peroxide in his ear to soften up the wax, which just hurt him. He had fun shopping though, but I gave him some motion sickness meds so he wouldn't puke all over the van. He slept the whole way home. He gets car sick really bad. Both boys are playing soccer right now and have games tomorrow. I will probably stay home and be a hermit. I haven't been going to their games.