Oh, I know the feeling. I know of a site that works a bit similarly, and the community there is great, but I hesitate to RP there because the only people who seem interested in games are... well, children. And I prefer playing with people my own age, you know?

I've been doing Discord group RPs too, but I came into the game late, so I spend most of my time being perpetually lost while plots I wasn't there for are referenced.