10-07-2014, 09:30 PM
Akio remained silent, as he watched the other. He did not speak, seeming confused still, then not. The emotions within him seemed to calm a bit, as they did in Akio as well. There was no need for words, niether of them spoke at all. He did not mind being close to him, prefering it actually, which did not surprise him much anymore. He knew that he was becoming fond of this man, dispite the situation...dispite everything. What would his father think? That he was falling for a demon who had harmed his allies, forced him to stay with the threat of another's life after kidnapping him, and holding him for some sort of leverage. He looked at him, watching as he seemed to look over Akio, taking in his sights. He felt a slight tinge of warmth on his cheeks.
The other looking at him, he felt odd indeed. His eyes on him made his heart slowly begin to pick up speed. His breath kept in check for now, but he could feel the nerves tugging at him. He remained silent for now, as the other seemed to as well. Moments later then, the other was rubbing his cheek once more. He had placed a hand over the one he had upon Dorian's chest, causing a warm smile to tug at his lips. He blinked though, as the other leaned in, tilting his head up a bit. For a moment, his heart froze, before the other was pressing a kiss upon his forehead. He blinked once more, surprised at the kiss, as well as it coming from the other in turn. He had just kissed him...well not kissed kiss...his thoughts becoming quickly a bit jumbled.
A slight blush spead over his cheeks, as his thoughts shifted between the kiss being on his forehead, and not elsewhere. Why it made him react as such he did not know. His heart racing even more now, it was as if the world around them froze. Everything fading from around them, as he looked up at the other after that action. He had not been expecting it, not that he had been expecting any of this really. But that had been very out of the range of things he thought would take place. He frowned for a moment then, feeling as if the other was slightly holding back still. As was he, this was, beyond anything either of them had been through before. He could not blame either of them for feeling this way, especially not him. However...he felt something within him pushing him forward.
He had always been propper, one to hold himself to high reguards. He had always been on edge, respectful and one to never do anything wrong. He had always been a man of light and good, as if he could never step outside of it, without feeling as if the world would crumble. He looked at Dorian, a demon who was going to beat him tomorrow. A man who had kidnapped him, was trying to corrupt him, holding him against his will. He looked at him, and for that moment, he saw nothing more than an incredible man who he wished to know more of. He blinked a bit, his thoughts shifting a bit. The world would not end with him doing something bold. For doing something for himself for once. For his heart. It did not make him evil or mean or anything bad.
He pushed forward, before he could stop himself. While the other was close to him, while his mouth was close. His heart racing, he leaned up to press a light kiss to the corner of his mouth. Not full on, panicking at the last moment, so he diverted it a bit. He kissed close enough though, that a bit of their lips pressed against each other. He turned red, looking away he stepped back. A hand went to his mouth, fingers brushing against his lips. He swallowed, before he moved, passing the other. He hurried down the steps, panicked and headinng out of sight into the hall. He froze, shaking slightly as his mind and heart raced. Had he really just done that? Had he really just attempted to kiss the other?
Attempted being the opportune word, since he had failed miserably. He had panicked and turned at the last moment. He felt foolish, running a hand up into his hair. God, what was he going to think now? Was he going to think him a fool...easy? He closed his eyes tightly, turning his face away as he mentally and emotionally kicked himself. That had been a huge mistake, now the other was going to think horribly of him. He had just made a huge mess out of things, just as he had feared. It made him feel even more like he should not have just gone with bold action. It was not him, and it had shown. He had failed, and in turn, he had just jeapordized everything.
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