Tori, you have to stop selling yourself short. You are every bit as deserving and worthy as anyone else. You WILL reach your full potential and probably exceed it. But college is hard hon. You're in this transitional phase where you are on your own for the first time and you are learning to be an adult in the real world. It's scary, but don't be self defeating. Look at it like a great adventure! If you put yourself out there and take a risk at something what is the worst that is gonna happen?

As for the healthcare I agree...are you sure you don't want to be a doctor?