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Old 01-23-2018, 03:28 AM

January 22
Prompt: Fav EI from 2017
definitely The Grand Ballroom! i want it so bad.



Selfie of the Day:






Song of the Day:

Quote:
Found an old friend. Meeting my guitar in the city, feeling like a star in the city.
And suddenly it seems that I'm where I'm supposed to be, oh... and now I'm fully grown,
And I'm seeing everything clearer, just sweep away the dust from the mirror.
We're walking hand in hand on the warm white sands.


Tarot Cards of the Day:

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Santa Muerte: Queen of Wands

Quote:
The Queen of Wands represents a person who is very dynamic and energetic, projected towards success and capable of optimal and generous advice. Her experience will also bring protection, self-assurance, and professional objectives. Only an excess of authoritarianism or obstinacy could cause instability, caprice, possessiveness, or the inability to communicate one's own ideas.
Advice of the Dead: Concentrate your energies on the fundamental things in order to realize your projects, economizing and cutting off anything superfluous.
Note: you again! now i know what this card means for me today, thanks to my dad. looks like my abuelitas are looking out for me, and i need to remember to look out for myself too.


The Wild Unknown: 4 of Pentacles

Quote:
Possession, Control
The Four of Pentacles first suggests material gain and stability. Only good news for your bank account and home. Yet underneath the surface this is a card of warning: do not become possessive or controlling. Holding on too tightly to the material world will leave you rigid, stagnant, and displeasing to others. Wealth is a concept.
Note: i so prefer this interpretation and artwork to the traditional representation in Rider Waite. especially the artwork. good advice, and certainly pertinent to me.


Twin Peaks: 9 of Cups

Quote:
Achieving what you desire, having your dream come true. Being contented, feeling all's well with the world. Relaxing, experiencing luxury or beauty, savoring a delicious meal.
Note: this is how i feel at the end of the day! during the day, i was pretty and anxious and bored and overstimulated, but at the end of it all, i feel great! i'm really excited to start this semester and i'm really gonna try to be as involved on campus as i can. i've never attended a campus that wasn't a commuter campus before, so there's gonna be so many ways for me to be involved. i'm stoked. and i achieved a lot of things i wanted to today.


Homestuck: 9 of Pentacles

Quote:
The "Windfall" card, a card of minor but fulfilling and pleasurable rewards. This card is about personal pleasures and having your own space.

Rider Waite: 7 of Swords

Quote:
Running Away, Lone Wolf Style, Hidden Dishonor.
The Seven of Swords is tied to the Five of Swords because both cards involve separation from others. On the Seven we see a man tiptoeing away from society (the colorful pavilions). He's taken some swords and seems rather pleased with his successful heist. He gives the impression of having secret, solitary plans.

This card sometimes represents the "lone-wolf" style - the desire to run lone and free. In films, the lone-wolf hero always acts totally on his own. He discovers, investigates and solves every problem using only his own wits and resources. He believes he's successful because he ignores the fumbling efforts of ordinary people.

In readings, the Seven of Swords can be a sign that you or someone else wants to be a lone wolf. You feel that you will be more effective and comfortable on your own. This approach is useful when you need to bypass an ineffectual group or assert your independence, but it can also be troubling. We cannot be happy and productive for long without some commitment to others. If you feel inclined to act alone, be sure this isolation is really working for you.

Sometimes the Seven of Swords means that you are running from something - commitment, responsibility, hard work, love. You may be procrastinating, letting problems slip because you don't want to deal with them. Sometimes we just have to face what has to be faced. The Seven of Swords lets you know when you might be making things worse for yourself and others by running away.

The Seven of Swords can also indicate a hidden dishonor - a choice you or another has made that does not do justice to the highest. We all make wrong choices that we want to hide. Some of these are minor, some serious. Your inner voice will tell you when this is happening. When you see the Seven of Swords, take a good look at what you're doing because hidden dishonors will eat away at your happiness and self-respect.
Note: aaahhh, i've been called out!! i've been such a lone wolf, to the point where i think i prefer being alone. but really, i thrive when i have friends, it's just that making new friends and being around new people causes me such anxiety that being alone is the easier way. but sometimes, things that are easy are worse. i'm good at putting my all into schoolwork, now i have to put my all into social interaction and community involvement too.





Diary entry:
orientation for SUNY today! it ended up being a really good day even though i sat around doing nothing for like 2.5 hours of it because my advising session was over really quick and they gave us an absurd amount of time for lunch and none of the multicultural offices were open because school doesn't technically start till tomorrow. but i got a lot of questions answered by the head of the Linguistics department (who is also gonna be my Intro to Phonology teacher this semester), and it was good to meet him. he was very nice and excited. and then i got to meet the directors of the Multicultural Resource Center and the Genders and Sexualities Resource center and i absolutely love both of them. i also made a potential new friend! he seems really fucking cool and punk/goth, and he offered to help me practice Spanish, since that's his first language. he's also an art history major, but not an artist which is interesting. and he's gay and has a husband! so i really hope we become friends. we didn't exchange numbers or anything, but he said he'll be around the MRC and GSRC, so i should see him again.