Dear __________,
I can't say I hate you because no matter how horribly you treated me in the past I can't hate you. Even after all these years I still find everything about you amazing. Although I hardly know you any more, yet, I still love you. I may even still be in love with you. I just wish I had the courage to tell you rather than just watching you from afar. I just want all these confused feelings to go away.

Love,
Rei