03-29-2008, 08:18 AM
Ahh, I understand the feeling, somewhat.
Both my grandfathers died from cancer when I was pretty young. But again, they were oversees, so little me never really noticed their suffering. Strangely, for the funeral held for the grandfather I didn't spend much time with, I bawled my eyes out, and I think rather suddenly too. To this day, I still don't know why.. And for the funeral for the grandfather I was a little closer to, I didn't cry at all.
Now that I'm thinking of it though, it might have just been a clearer show of my personality?
I'm usually a pretty expressionless person (offline anyway).. x.x
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