It is hard, it doesn't help that Oliver was my twin. It's so not something that I'd wish on even my worst enemy. It's not worth the pain. It's something that none of us saw coming, for sure. Which is why it makes me sad when people don't try to get along with their families, because I know, personally, what can happen, when you least expect it. Anyways, yeah, so that's the reason that I felt the need to do this for Jon and Greg. Because of that. In way, I mean sure it wasn't just that, but it was a strong point for me.