yeah but now i've gone and made hummy feel like she's not wanted here.. 'sigh' and she is she's the bright spot of mene. so i definetly feel like sludge or a tleast as if i kicked a puppy and as im one of those people who'd KILL someone for doing that intentionally i feel even worse. and of course im so frazzled i can't even get my outfit together 'huffs'