Life sure is rough, and you never know what that next twist or turn will hold.

---------- Post added 11-02-2017 at 11:09 AM ----------

He'd Gibbs head slap me if he knew that it still made me this sad. He'd want me to throw a big party and celebrate him, rather than be sad. But sometimes it's just hard to celebrate and be happy for the time that I did get with him.

I'll get through it, I have managed to survive November, the last 10 years.