03-21-2018, 09:24 PM
Sunday December 13th, 2015
I'm wearing disposable underwear because I'm bleeding and I don't want to get my actual underwear all bloody and nasty. And I don't feel like wearing my cup. Anyway, it's "reflection time" right now. I hate reflection time. It always makes me feel like me and the other patients are babies or young children and we need time to "reflect" on our actions or something. Anyway, last night the nurse remembered to give me my meds on time and I actually woke up in time for breakfast this morning!
How cool is that? I miss my job very much. I want to go back to work and see my kids. I wonder if they miss me... I also miss Anna. She's probably lonely without me. It feels like I've been here a really long time. But it's only been a week today! I miss Larry too, I hope he doesn't think I'm ignoring him. I hope he read my status on Skype.
The disposable panties are actually really comfy. I quite enjoy wearing them. it's almost like wearing nothing! Anyway, I think I'm going to take a nap. I'll be back to finish this entry. (maybe)
Okay so, I can confirm. I honestly have NO FRIENDS here! None! Lately I've been so lonely. I have nothing to do during the days except eat, sleep and play the ukulele. I want to go home, but my doctor hasn't said anything yet. He wants to bring in a specialist. I guess I'll have to wait to see the specialist. (lady doctor) I am just so bored! And today staff made me take a shower. Gee, thanks for telling me I stink!
And now I take my meds @ 8 before bed so I will wake up on time. Here's to hoping I get up in time for breakfast!
I'm bleeding something awful right now. I kind of hope I bleed all over the blankets and sheets. I don't feel like using my cup this time.
My silent friend,
Goodnight
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