Barrett chuckled and nodded, "I mean, if you don't listen to others, there's really nothing to say your weird, or abnormal, or not special. And maybe I'm a little crazy, but I enjoy life that way, ya know. I don't plan on stopping now." He curled up in the chair, still kinda fidgeting around, every constant movement that he couldn't control and didn't really notice he was even doing. "I don't know how to be anyone else, and I don't want to be." His tone was serious as he said this, a lot of the teasing and bravado fading out as he just looked at Elias, feeling in some way he was laying himself bare to this man in a way that said accept me, though I don't know why I need you too. It just felt like the right thing to want from Elias.