i do most of the time to. and i only celebrated the holidays because of mom. i did a lot of things because of mom..but i guess that's what you do when you love someone try and make them happy.. 'sigh' at least i know she was proud of me. im the only on eof her girls who never came back and LIVED with her, oh i ended up staying with her for a year but during that year i was trying to get another apartment.