My poems were scattered at my different blog sites while some of them were just kept at the back part or the last pages of my binder. I don't have a traditional "dear diary" for them to be compiled, for reasons like: aside from the fact that I'm too lazy to scribble using a pen, I just think that for some funny reasons, I want to keep the mystery of my works be closer to the people whom I'm wishing to be aware of them. And so to keep it to my supposedly "dear diary" already means isolation from certain responses and comments.

Oh well what a long intro... here are some of my works :D

IN THE MIST AND SILENCE -
mar20.08



l the evening so calm.
I can't think of a way to spend this gloomy night.
I'm all alone in my room.
My computer is on but i'm away from it.

I can hear the sound of silence.
It's so good but somehow a bit sad.
I stare outside the window and look at the sky.
Good, the moon is there so as the stars.

They were all shining so bright.
Giving light to this forlorn evening.
I can see the clouds brightly.
How i wish i could wander the skies above.

Something sounds on my head.
Whoelse is a dreamer in this very moment ?
Who among the billions of people having this kind of night ?
Who among them are staring in this wide sky and thinking that they're not alone ?

I'm sure i'm not the only one.
There are many of us.
Vagabonds of this evening so light and so calm.
Pirates seeking for hilarity beyond the satisfaction of man.

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this is a random verse I've made when I was strolling at our college rooftop...

When the sun sets behind the mountains,
and the yellow orange skies started to cast shadows of the past
I hope you will still remember that time,
the time we both wish that will never ever, ever last."
03.12.09

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a random thought...


Like a hot chocolate during a cold winter night,
a soft mattress against the stone-hard sediment,
and a recliner after a hard day’s work,
I wish I can be a "good comforter."
03.08.09

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another random verse... I remembered doing this one because of despair... just trying to be silent when a chaos had been wrecking my brain. Whew!

You take a step forward and I followed.
Flaws and all were put on hold.
You're not stopping, I need to abide.
but in a matter of a blink, I was left behind.
.04.27.09

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a sonnet I made last Mother's Day...

SONNET FOR MY MOM
.05.10.09

I look back at the bay of destiny,
to have a glimpse of life I had before,
That day I came, back then I couldn't see,
and here now; my existence, you're the core.
Self less love, discerning, you've shown a lot,
in return I gave you sorrows and aches,
Fool I am, you don't deserve what you've got,
how can I be numb, seeing your heart breaks.
Thru this simple note I want you to know,
for all of the kindness that you have done,
from the day you brought us up 'till we grow,
that when all else fails, here, you won't be gone.
Now, my gratitude can't be quantified,
Only time can have it exemplified.

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GOODNIGHT IN REVERIE
.05.07.09

Nightsky so cold, I'm feeling so numb.
I took a few steps, then finally slumped.
Distress and dissolution introduced themselves,
seems light yet so heavy, that's how they behave.

As an important piece of this baffling night,
I tried to struggle with all my might.
End up sauntering into this woods
and run until it goes out of my sight.

On and on, finally halted to a stop,
I came closer and bridged the gap.
Suddenly the moon appears casting fascinating lights,
I closed my eyes, ponder on you as I whispered "Goodnight"

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BATTLEFIELD
.05.26.09

a sudden rush of heat,
provoked by a caress of tease,
and stabilized by the happy fools.
Enthusiasm froze; The war just began.

In full silence he listened,
to the unheard thoughts and canny quotes.
He bows his head and accepted them.
Warm blood ooze, bogus smile; He started the battlecry.

Dilemma of existence revved up by fear,
not of death but of loss.
Unknown sentiments that are bound to be forgotten,
Chills and chains; the white flag was taken.

Heat was overshadowed by nothing,
mock expectation; Serenity reigned.
Emotion over intuition, pretenses false.
Mask broke, a tear fell; The alpha of his downfall.


There's a war --- and this is the battlefield.

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CURTAIN CALL
.05.31.09



Starless night, cold room.
Why am I feeling so alone?
Soft mattress against a frigid crux,
Why am I longing for a dawn?

Pool of ideas, shower of thoughts.
Why am I still on the boat?
Crooked road, destroyed signs.
Why am I dawdling like a blind?

A crossing, busy and bulky.
Why hustle my way through the city?
Dimly lit street, unknown shadows.
Why can't I see the flaws?

Red curtains then a spotlight.
Actor shows up, wearing the mask of the night.
Crowd is gone, the lights went low.
In a flick of an eye the curtains then fall.

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short verse I made while losing myself over of a picture T^T

.05.01.09
Someday, in another time you'll be outta my mind.
You'll only be just a dream. A mere fantasy.
And though you're an epitome of impossibility,
in my heart, you're always be a living entity.

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CONCEALMENT
06.22.09



I came out here, not to show off
but to let you see what I wanted to be.
Not saying that I'm being untrue,
but simply trying to be better to you.

I'm having a rehearsal, a heavy one.
Training myself to be realistically fun.
Who knows bout my real attitude, who really cares?
What if I'm the bad guy, who wanted to dare?

I stray away, not because of fury,
but to find out what do you mean about "freed".
I wanted to move but my legs thrill,
Alone here, in vain and in full stand still.

Screw this crap, do you want me to do so?
Am I the dark cast light that always overshadows?
Like hovering every glint of your ever shining light,
Then put the lights on, in a flick I'll be out of your sight.

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IN THE ROUGH
07.01.09

The struggle to redeem the past,
seems like a thinning rope.
I have a good hold of it before,
now can I really let go of that hope?

You're like the Earth, chock-full of life.
I am the moon who's always in melancholy.
Real opposites like two different poles,
Again, is there a way for me to be whole?

Foolishness reigns in me, I concede.
It's hard to fight back if I'm alone.
For in this game it really takes two,
but before we take a move you're the first to bid adieu.

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the happy birthday blog for a special someone... ~.~
.07.07.09

Deity of beauty, that's who you are.
For in any manner, you're like a star.
Glamor and fame, seems like your twins,
but in spite all o' these, your pure heart wins.

She who never fails to be of any help,
without even minding of give and take,
how come your existence seems magical?
You're a living fairytale in the world of practicals.

That for every song playing back,
every moment comes to life.
Wishes that are part of intangibles,
How come you're much of an impossible?

So for your very special day,
I wish you happiness come what may,
You may not ever know what I wanted to say,
either way, I'll continue to be your rainbow's gray.

In a mix of elation, highlighted by drops.
The Moon can never be with the Sun.
As the day shifts, we'll meet at the horizon,
So long, you smiled, and then my heart stopped.

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one of my favorites... a short verse again....
failed to write the date... and too lazy to check it on my multiply hehe.

Amidst the dark skies and a cast of glowing yellow,
I stand, silently weeping for a withering hope.
To and fro the frozen battlefield, I resigned,
So long my friend, you're a fad that can't be mine.

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SENTIMENTS OF A SLACKER
07.14.09



while every second bids adieu,
i stand still looking into wilderness.
leaving reality as the wind blew,
i'm idle as everything undergoes changes.

procrastinating to the core,
dawdling into my delusional bailiwick,
when existence doesn't hover
To the gates of chimera, I came over.

Toes touching the cold water,
fingers tracing the intangibles,
as my soul drifts in the bewitching river,
facade vanishes; reality won't come sooner.

***so when you bum around, you'll end up with a poem that's all about idleness. woa I'm the king procrastinator! :lol:

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just jealous... lalala

.07.13.09
With this tormenting stillness, I forswear.
Being cold, acting numb; I give up.
For this twitching pain I can no longer bare,
The green eyed monster snapped, ceases shall collapse.

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done posting! hihihi. :D

:D amazing

Originally Posted by oOoAjaxoOo

:D amazing

thanks :D

Okay another random verse. I came up with this one when I was browsing some threads at another avatar site and saw some "funny" comments being posted there. I don't see any connections but I feel like sharing them so... here it is:


That for every day break,
A line was drawn.
Amidst the coldness,
a stake on the horizon.

Opening of an Incognito
08.02.09

On the canvass we called Brotherhood,
You came as the final piece to fit.
A stranger amid the hustle of moods
Chanting and breathing: Anew.

Along every chasm -- we stray,
Past the clench of tormenting eclipse
And into the open light,
All together we found hope.

For a tie much denser and clearer,
Than a fluid stained crimson,
The skies will bear witness,
You’ll never be forsaken.

Now your life has been redeemed,
We’ll continue this unfinished quest.
As the sun sets casting an orange gleam,
You’ll be in our memory, leavin’ out the rest.

I made this one for a friend who passed away just last week... the title of the poem is actually the title of his blog site.

I forgot to post this at my other blog, this a poem I made for myself... beware I gave it a so lame title...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY (I know... hehe sorry)
08.10.09

This year came, another chance,
As the new story had just begun.
Another idea, new plot,
Varied story line drawn at heart.

As another story had been told,
Another cast have been met,
Another curtain fold;
Proof of my existence.

So this day, my very day,
I’m thankful come what may.
As I make another step, another leap,
I’ll take everything I learned for this trip.

Nineteen years of living,
With faults and victories in between.
Forgiven, begrudged, and appreciated;
Breaking free: Thoughts are still ignited.

Nineteen years of existence,
Breathing, panting, searching,
Be it on reality or clouding mist,
Beyond the borderline: I exist.

Hey Nice poetry I Love Poets Cause i write Haiku's There More My Style But Luving It's Nice Outfit too lol!

wow wonderful work all I can write are helpful quotes

Originally Posted by Pexiloo

Hey Nice poetry I Love Poets Cause i write Haiku's There More My Style But Luving It's Nice Outfit too lol!

I know :P I'm broke soo.. yea. :roll:

Thanks! I've never made a Haiku but I do love reading them. ^_^

[undecided title hehe ~.~]
08.21.09

Shades of silver,
against black,
Lined with red,
and a little crack.

Unspoken words,
Unheard agony,
as the tempo shifts,
I bust the harmony.

Tap and clap,
and a sudden break,
You call the shots,
I'll take my spot.

Back off, move!
Feel the beat.
Absorb the heat,
and take the lead.

i have a couple good sketches of my made up character kitsune (aka kit) and her friends but i cant figure out how to use my scanner so i can post them. hmph

Originally Posted by KitsuneTsuki

i have a couple good sketches of my made up character kitsune (aka kit) and her friends but i cant figure out how to use my scanner so i can post them. hmph

I see... don't you have a manual or anyting? Anyways, looking forward to see some of your sketches ^_^

THE FOREGOING
08.23.09

Deep into that pool,
With limited air,
and no beam of light,
I cautiously stare.

Waves of depression
against the core,
bestowing scars,
at the living ore.

I caressed the water,
I feel the cold.
Endured the pain,
'till the stain flowed.

Under the immense sky,
Still, I bide one's time,
'Till you draw the line,
at slow pace... I resign.
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I just notice... almost all of us are in ragged clothes! Let's parteeeey comrades! x]

Oh, look at the Talented One go :D
<3 your work as usual, Big One of OL. :p

Originally Posted by Joojoo

Oh, look at the Talented One go :D
<3 your work as usual, Big One of OL. :p

:P err you found this huh.. u must be bored haha