I am so very tired of all of the crap that has been raining down on me and those I care about.

Three of my friends have recently been dumped.

One of my friends(an ex girlfriend) got dumped and hurt really bad by it.

My girlfriend is having troubles at home, and so are the rest of her family members for that matter.

My mom just found out that the state is going to be taking a chunk of money from her, for a rental license on a house that is not being rented.

I'm feeling like I'm going to puke all of the time because of all the damn stress. I can't take this much longer.

If you pray, please pray for me.

If not, then just send some kind words and thoughts, because life is being a bit like hell right now, and I can't take it much longer. :(

I'm sorry that you are so stressed out. I know how it feels to watch your friends hurting and feel like there isn't anything you can do. But you can't let whats happening in someone elses life destroy yours. As for your mom's situation, that's really cruddy, but keep your head up, I beleive everything happens for a reason. And what doesn't kill you makes you stronger right? And there's a rainbow at the end of that storm... or something like that :P Haha just try not to worry ok? It will all be ok, force a smile, it releases happiness into your blood.

That's what I'm trying to do. It's just that we still haven't got jobs at the moment, and it's really hard to freaking find them where I live for some reason.

All of these money worries are just going to drive me crazy someday. Short drive for me, but still.

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I'm so sorry D:
-huggles-

things will get better with time ):

I know what you mean about stress. Things always get better though! :) I just went through the finding a job thing about a year ago. I had to take a job at a fast food place to survive and not be homeless. I would try somewhere like that, it's better than nothing and you can always find another job but still get money while you search for something better.

Craigslist.com is also a good place to look for work. You just have to be really careful about scams. There seems to be a lot of those going around too.

It's hard to know the ones you care about are suffering. Try to keep yourself in good spirits! It helps sometimes even to just get out of the house for a day and go to a park, which is free, or something like that. That's what I do at least and it really seems to help just to get me to relax.

I will be there as soon as I can. I have to get my tooth fixed because if this gets worse it could make me REALLY sick. Plus I think its really important to see a G Dr before I come out there. Not just to get everything in working order with me, but a surprise pregnancy wouldn't help money problems for either side of our family. :sweat:
Mom tried to get me to put this off until September. Its not going to happen honey, so don't worry about it. I told you August and August it will be. :yes: If mom gets her money, it will be sooner. :yes:

I won't be able to help much, you know that, but at least you won't have to go through this alone. :)

Kita: Thank you honey. I know all of that. I'm just tired of the seemingly never ending stream of crap heading my way on an almost daily basis. It just gets wearying after a while.

I know. Me too. :(
But we are each other's silver lining, you know? :kiss:

:) Exactly. That's one of the few things holding me together actually. I'm sorry if that sounds pathetic.

Nothing about you, especially emotions, will ever make you pathetic. :)