Its true! I LOVE talking about my shallow, egotistical, manic, obsessive-compulsive, artistic, musician, Anti-celeb SELF! I LUV IT. <33 And yes, I know it gets on people's nerves and they're always like "Stop talking about yourself! No ONE CARES!" I know they don't care cuz I'm not very famous or anything... I'm like HATED by the Media, but that to me makes my Egotism WORSE, cuz I luv to be hated. <333 Especially if I'm hated for being an Ego Maniac, which I am! I admit it// If you're gonna hate me, hate me for my Egotism, not my INSANE Opinions! ^^;;
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Is anyone like me: An Ego Maniac? Manic? Shallow? Obsessive Compulsive? Anti-celeb? Self-hating Insane, Insomniac who RANTS about themselves Way too freaking MUCH??? Come on: I can't be the ONLY one on this site who loves to talk about themselves way too much? Admit it too! You luv yourselves far too much, like me, right? Or do you NOT luv yourself? Are you the OPPOSITE of me? Do you NOT like yourself? Are you Anti-ego, anti-shallow? Do you LUV or LUV TO HATE Shallow people?

PLEASE TELL ME!! I'm curious on your guys/girls Opinions!

I completely dislike people with massive ego's. They are pretty much the complete opposite of me :S! I really don't like myself, so I hate talking about myself anymore. >.<

You can love yourself all you want, but don't throw it in others' faces all the time. Just make sure that you put yourself out there and let people know who you are.

Just reign in your id every once in a while though.

Originally Posted by lunanuova

I completely dislike people with massive ego's. They are pretty much the complete opposite of me :S! I really don't like myself, so I hate talking about myself anymore. >.<

Amen!

People with the massive ego just slowly piss me off more and more until I finally blow up at them in an attempt to burst their bubble. Sometimes it works sometimes it doesn't.

Now for myself, I'd like to think I'm in between not caring and caring too much about myself. My ego can be large in some places(art and my healing capabilities in WoW for example) and none existent in others(my own physical appearance). I tend to care more about my friends and family then I do about myself t. I'd rather them be happy then be happy myself. All in all I like think I'm a fairly balanced person.

@luan: But you LUV me right? 0 30 Hehe. Jk// K, I'm curious, why do you NOT like yourself? Already, I can tell you're a selfless, good person! ^^ I like you~

@Fay: But I LUV to throw it in people's faces! XD I do, I admit it...
I can't reign over myself! I've tried and failed MILLIONS of times!! People either end up LOVING me hardcore or HATING My guts... ^^;; Thats kinda how I am, a person you luv to hate or luv to luv... *shrugs* whichever~

@Samurai: Ok, you'd probably NOT like me in real life than... Hahahaha!
I think my power n fame n money makes me who-I-am but honestly, I guess it doesn't... The more fame I get the MORE people hate my guts!! which is cool. I LUV TO BE HATED. <333
See, you're another Selfless person! I'm NOT like that// I tried n failed... I'm self-ISH, not self-LESS... see?

Have you tried helping others? You got all this money why not stop on the street someday and just give a couple hundred dollars to a random family. I'm sure it would really make their day. And it would be a step closer to selflessness. Or donate your old unused clothing to your nearest Good Will. The Red Cross christmas brigade should be out in front of Wal-marts soon as well, can always stuff a lot of money into their bucket as well.

Honestly I strongly dislike myself and think almost everone is better then me xD but part of that is due to my mental issues. <.< ... so me and my counsler are supposed to work on it lol.

anyone with an ego pisses me off, haha.
i mean a bit of one is alright sometimes but it gets old when someone
is constantly bragging about them-self. :/
makes me not want to listen..

@Samurai: OF COURSE I HELP PEOPLE! <3 I luv helping others... I started a charity that gives money to homeless families! And I started a few soup kitchens for homeless people... ^^ See, I was homeless once (for 6 months!) and it made me realize how CRAPPY it is when you are homeless and you can't afford food and rent... It sux, period.
Haha I'm NOT normal, when I donate, I go OVERBOARD. I donate like 90% of whut I own already... ^^;; If I donated more, I'd probably be homeless again... LOL//

@Staria: Aww, don't be like that... I LIKE YOU n I just met you! XD *huggles* <3
If you want me to be your therapist, you can tell me your probs if you like... but I guess you already have a person for that... I give pretty good advice, sometimes// heh.

@CHOMP: Mm, yep... You would totally NOT like me in real-life. hehe. Its ok though...

Awww that's so sweet and welcoming *huggles back* and I try not to be that way XD I really do... pisses of my boyfriend and frustrates my family to no end...but well... I'm manic depressive so literally have chemicals in my body constantly telling me I'm terrible and should just die ^.^ . Hehe and thank you for the offer, that means alot. ^.^

I'm not really egotystical in the outward sense, but in the inward sense I am. XD I think "God do I look good today" But I'd never really say anything like that out loud. Xp And honestly when people have nothing better to do than talk about themselves all the time, I don't find them that interesting. Almost like they don't know anything else to talk about...or care.

@staria: YAY I MADE FRIEND! *huggles*<333 ^^
I understand, my dad is manic-depressive too (bipolar...) He's ALWAYS depressed! Its sooo sad! It makes me cry and I tell him every day over the phone "I LOVE YOU DAD! Don't kill yourself...I'd miss you!<3" but it doesn't matter, he can't help his depression... It just gets worse n worse until he hurts himself and than he ends up in an insane asylum... *sigh* He's been to over 20 different mental hospitals and still NO one can help him... Its soo sad. TT________TT</3

@Rupert: haha so you're a little vain? I AM VERY VAIN~ <3 haha.
Hmm, so you're self-conscious of your vanity? Me, I'm not.... I LUV talking about it!

Yus, I love making new friends <3.
Aww sounds like that's really hard on you, and poor guy. Mine stays mainly in the depression too so I know what that's like. Luckily I've managed to keep from hurting myself so far but I've gotten really close sometimes ~.~ . It's so weird because they are your thoughts but they aren't if that makes any sense. xD For example I don't beleive in suicide but when my depression gets bad I feel like I want ot kill myself anyway. XD Never do anything though ...

I don't talk about myself, unless I'm giving demonstrations, or telling people about me (which I fail at). People end talking about me all the time though. My ego kind of fails because I have a hard time accepting compliments.

But I don't hate myself, or have a low-self esteem. I'm confident, and I don't let anyone step on me.

I don't think I could get along with an ego-maniac. No offense ;;

@staria: Check out my threads in mene nation n we'll talk more often, for sure! ^^*nod*
I'm MANIC 24/7... I don't get depressed... I'm too rich and have too many friends to be bored or depressed. XD My dad though... people don't like him cuz he's an asshole but I LUV him cuz I know WHY he's an asshole... confusing, I know! lol//
God thats scary! I'm soo glad you're not suicidal! if you ever get suicidal thoughts, turn yourself into a mental hospital! I HATE those places cuz they drive me mad... but for someone whose suicidal, they're necessary! Is your depression under control right now?

@Double: You're like Anti-EGO! Nice... 8)
Its cool... Lots of people don't get along with me in Real-Life! Thats WHY I luv the interwebs soo much! I can pretend to be not-shallow... LOL. I've LOST SOO MANY FRIENDS cuz of my Ego-manism...

Not as well as I'd like it to be but I'm not hurting myself or others so it's good enough <.<. I lost my medication for a couple days though and yeeeeaaaah that was bad. Xd. I got all suicidalfeeling and I sleep in the bottom of a bunk bed... I couldn't sleep one night because I was sure it was going to fall on my head. I kept having to open my eyes and look up to make sure it was still up therre and not falling on my head. XD todays a good day though I feel pretty good. Not perfect because I have that stupid swine flu, but not thinking about death or worrying irrationally that somethings going to hurt me .

Anywho, how are you today?

@staria: Thats good! As long as you're happy n not hurting yourself! ^^
What medicine do you take? So you're phobic too? Whats your phobias? I'm curious now~
Its a beautiful day! I'm having withdrawals from my medicine I'm on though... I ran out of pills yesterday so my OCD is very very BAD today! I don't know if I should leave my house... thats how BAD I am right now... ;;____;; </3

I'm just on prozac/floxetine right now. Something doesn't feel right though so I think I need to switch my meds... at the same time I"m scared to though because I'm kinda screwed up right now. XD. As far as phobias go, I can't stand being in a car most days, esspecialy riding. On a good day I can drive without getting physically ill but I still feel scared. I also can't stand crowds or being in a place I don't know well. Between those two things I don't leave the house much XD. I'm also scared of having panic attacks simply because i've had them before, and I keep having these swings where I'll be afraid of something random for no reason XD. Like the other day I felt sure someone who wanted to hurt me was following me around the house. I managed to ignore it after awhile but when I first felt it I actually turned around and looked Xd. I felt so pathetic.

See, I've never heard of floxitine before... whuts the side-effects? You do REALIZE that one of the side-effects of Prozac is suicidal tendencies, right? Its kinda unproductive to take that drug! cuz the withdrawals will KILL YOU! thats why they don't give children prozac anymore... D: its a BAD antidepressant... Don't get me wrong, it WORKS but the withdrawal is FATAL! I preach people NOT to take that drug if they're depressed...>M<

I'm the SAME way! I hate cars... which is why I walk, ride my bike and take the bus everywhere! Its bad... I don't own a car even... Hahaha, I'm pathetic//
Mm, I get panic attacks too... what triggers yours? Mine are triggered by LARGE crowds and the flash of cameras... I HATE flashing lights! I HATE that papparazzi... when I see em I start freaking out and running away like a CRAZY person. LOL.
*nod* I get paranoid like that too, but I do have stalkers n weird people hanging around my house so I kinda have reason for the paranoia... I'm SCARED one of my Male stalkers will abduct me someday... rape me and murder me... TT____________TT</3 HUGE FEAR OF MINE!

Originally Posted by Thoth Star

@Double: You're like Anti-EGO! Nice... 8)
Its cool... Lots of people don't get along with me in Real-Life! Thats WHY I luv the interwebs soo much! I can pretend to be not-shallow... LOL. I've LOST SOO MANY FRIENDS cuz of my Ego-manism...

While I don't think you should have to change for anyone, maybe it IS time to tone it down. :C Losing friends over your ego shouldn't be worth it.

Same as prozac XD, Honestly floxetine is just generic for prozac. And yeah, problem is ALL antidepressents can make you suicidal, when you're already suicidal this can be bad lol. That's one reason I'm scared to switch meds every time I've had to do it... what if I have a bad reactoin to it? It's funny, I have to take alot of meds but they scare the hell out of me

Mine tend to be trigged by small spaces, like cars XD, and noisy and/or crowded places. I have to be around my aunts kids all the time so the noise sensitivity is the mos tinconvienant trigger.

I'm probably more eccentric than an egomaniac. Yes, I do like talking about myself, and putting down what I think. I think I may be a bit compulsive too, with little things though.

Now, with people who have an ego, I don't mind them much. As long as they aren't rude, and aren't bent on being a tyrannical dictator. :P

I may be a little egotistical myself. I'm polite and nice in real life, but I think differently about a few people. That's only for the wicked people on my dad's side of the family. I wonder if it's egotistical to forget the names of the people you don't like? >.>

Sometimes Mom would be like 'Oh, there's 'insert forgotten person's name','
I'm like 'Who?'

@double: If they can't stand my personality, I don't want them as my friend~ *shrugs* I'm like that. Picky with EVERYTHING! Including friends... >M< Its bad, I KNOW! But thats how I am. *le sigh*

@staria: Soo you're like taking a double-dose of Prozac? No wonder you feel suicidal when you withdrawal! That's NOT GOOD. You know there's better antidepressants now that don't have HORRIBLE side-effects and fatal withdrawals??? Do you normally have bad effects to drugs? Are you super sensitive? I'm very very sensitive to drugs... they either make my insomnia worse or they make me INSANELY OCD... And than people are like "Gab, you've fucking LOST your mind!" and I'm like "Hehehehe~ clean~<33"

*nod* I see... For some reason, I'm not claustrophobic... I actually LIKE small places... Like when I'm extremely paranoid I hide under my king sized bed or in my basement... Woah, that sounded kinda crazy. LOL//

@Blkmage: I'm VERY eccentric! xD Yay, another one~ I'm very compulsive... why do you think you are? Do you do spontaneous, crazy things? crazy urges? crazy habits?
See, I HATE dictators too! Let people live however they like!!! thats my motto. 8)
I'm like that too! I forget BORING People and I treat them like crap... I don't know why I find eccentric, interesting people to be SO fascinating! but yeah, all my friends are weirdos like meee~ I can't STAND normal people!!! They're too boring! LOL.

Nah, I just say the prozac so people know what I'm talking about, nobody knows it's generic name. I am on a high dose of it though XD. I've tried other drugs btu so far i have the least reactions with prozac. And unfortunately though the new ones have less studies, I've found through experience they have just as many side effects... Most of them have the same or worse for that matter XD. There's a reason it takes forever for me to convince my doctors that I need to change XD they're always afraid of bad reactions.

and nah *hugs* that's not crazy XD, trust me, I cope in weird ways XD. and I also randomly feel afraid of going to sleep so yeah, sometimes I cope by staying up all night and doing something like playing a video game XD.

I think it's mostly when I clean, but it has to be done a certain way. I hate the feeling of dirt, grease, and stickiness. I have to have a type of coaster for any drinks I have in my room. When my cousin borrows a pen, she has to give it back. Sometimes I get nit-picky, but I try not to be too much, or I get yelled at. :|

I tell it as it is, and I've been a bit more bolder than when I was in school. I don't normally care how I look, or what people say. Ok, I lied, I have to be at least, decent. Can't go out looking like a hobo. =/

I do more than one thing too, and also change the subject a lot. I'm watching something on youtube, listening to music at times on mene, and playing tetris at the same time. While I'm on mene I'll pause the youtube video of course. Cause that would be weird. Hearing this guy talk on his let's play while doing stuff on mene, yeah, kinda weird.