
11-17-2009, 09:45 PM
Ended up turning into lyrics for a friend of mine
In the darkness I can't seem to find
Any solace or hope to bring to mind
Images bleeding into one
Through the darkness I feel lost
In my mind the clarity in gone
Insanity takes over and I can see
I am broken no one can save me
Help me find that hidden piece
That unknown item needing release
Free me from the darkness
How I need to find the peace
Suffering and hate
Thoughts and feelings I can't escape
Torment and pain
Is this darkness truly my fate?
Day after day a new disease
Agony twisting inside of me
Images flashing death in my mind
Freedom is nothing but a memory
Unable to see the truth
How I wish to find the truth behind
Images bleeding in my mind
Locked in this room filled with the void
My eyes see the deceit through the corners
How am I to ever feel safe
Knowing the truth behind the door of my past
Thinking its so easy to cure
What can be found in me
Years of hate burned into my head
Sleep will never spare me of my sickness
Screams awake me in the night
Of other lost souls hidden from light
The darkness meant to save shall only find
A new way to twist my murderous mind
The taste of blood so fresh a memory
Life being crushed by the will of mine
The other monster inside my mind
The reason of my sudden cage
The beauty bringing others my pain
How I long for the days
Where my deception was an others end
You think you can find
The hidden side of me
To cure to save
What shall that bring?
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