Name: Beju Hurahi
Age: 17
Heigh: 5'5'
Personality: Hes obsessive complusive and manutpliative, but under that hes emotuional and easly hurt . Hes even a sweety.
Bio: He Lives with his Mom whos always at work and his older twin who he hasd been crushing on sence puberty hit them. He knows its wrong and knows he has no shot but he cant help but want him. He Hates his brothers girlfriend with a passion and would kill here if he had a chance . He is obsessed and he is going mad from it. Hes always hurt inside when he sees them be cute together , he has started doing wrong things smokinbg drinking even one nigth stands trying to see if his mom realises he needs help but she hasnt no one has it seems. Now hes on his last legs he is starting to get worse as in hes starting to not eat , hes to depressed to and he drinks in his room when hes alone when his brother goes out on dates and know hes ready to die.
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Name: Riku Hurahi
Age: 17
Height: 5'5"
Personality: He's a bit cold and uncaring. Though he does care about his family, whether it shows or not.
Bio: He lives with his mom and brother. He spends a lot of time with his girlfriend, Naomi. He could tell that his brother hates her, but that wasn't his problem. He would have to deal with it. He doesn't really like spending a lot of time at home, so he's always gone. Though he does come home since he does live there. But once he's 18, he's going to move out.
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Beju was staring at his reflection in the mirror . What was so wronge with him? was he ugly? what did naomi have that he didnt other then the fact she was a female . He sighed and brushed his teeth finishing getting around for school . He hated school just like he hated everything else lately. All he wanted was some affection from his brother who he had been in love with for as long as he could remeber it wasnt right. some bitch comes along and sweeps him off his feet and now beju was always alone. always sad always ending up cutting himself.

He was even starting to wonder if anyone cared if he jumped off the roof of the school or not. Slit his throst or overdosed. He was so suicidal lately he even hung a noose in his closet just to stare at and cry over . he needed help but whenever he tried to ask his parnets for it they were either busy or not home.

Riku entered his house to get changed for school. He had spent the night with Naomi. Her parents didn't mind. They loved him. He personally preferred to be at her house. It always felt cold at his house. But he didn't really care seeing as he was barely there. He went into his room and changed his clothes quickly. He just pulled random things out of his dresser, knowing they were clean.

He went to the restroom to brush his teeth and hair. He knocked on the door. "Beju. I need in there. Hurry up." He said. He didn't have time to be waiting for his brother to get out. He promised Naomi he would drive her to school and she was waiting downstairs.

Beju jumped when hearing his brother voice . He felt the tears that had been streaming get alittle heavier. HE locked the door and sat down against it. " No " he hissed . His voice wavering as he hugged his knees. He knew the girl was down stairs and he didnt want to be seen like this.. a mess.

His eyeliner was smearing fromt the tears he was crying and it was everyones fault he felt to scared to show his real feelings to tell the truth this was the first time he was even putting his foot down. " go leave with your bitch ." He growled out but it turned more into a sob. He had been left alone all night he was beyond depressed he wanted the pain in his chest in his thorat in his head to stop.

"Don't call her that." Riku said. He was annoyed that his brother would call his girlfriend a bitch. It just didn't seem very nice. He could try being a bit nicer to her. Though he knew that he wouldn't be able to chance Beju's opinion about her.

He could tell that his brother was crying. And a part of him was bothered by that. But he ignored that part since he didn't see why he was. He tried to get the door open, but gave up after a few minutes. He wasn't going to be able to get through the door. "Fine. Stay in there. I don't care." he said, walking off. He went back downstairs and explain the situation to Naomi.

Beju heard the door handle turn and hide his face in his knees . He didn't Like hearing his brother defended that that ugh! He hears him leaving and he did something he would regret .*

He screamed and lashed out hitting the ugly male that taunted him in the mirror. It shatterd and glass went everywhere . Blood stained the white pircelian skin and white carpet as he started throwing things around not evening noticing the major injury in his hand and his feet as he lost it. He was getting blood all over the place as he unlocked the door after trashing the room and walking towards the living room down stairs to get the phons leaving blood foot prints and a trail . He needed help he needed a doctor 911 would be the best number to call. He didn't care if his brother or that bitch were still here or hear what happened up stairs.*

Riku looked to upstairs when he heard his brother scream. And freaked out a bit when he came downstairs bleeding. "Oh my god, Beju. What is wrong with you?" he asked, concerned. He looked to Naomi and she pulled out her cell phone and called an ambulance.

When the ambulance arrived, Riku made Beju get in and went with him to the hospital. He was mentally freaking out. He had no idea why his brother would suddenly freak out like that and hurt himself like that. Naomi followed the ambulance in Riku's car so that he could leave when he wanted. Riku went with Beju to his hospital room and stayed there when the doctor came in.

Beju was in a state of shock according to the emts when they took the boy and his brother to the er. They said that because the boy wouldn't talk or pay any mind to them like he was zoned out. Truthfully he was zoned out as they hooked him to an iv and tried to stop the bleeding from his hand it was alot worse because his wrist had been cut almos hitting the major vein in it.

He had to get his wrist stitched up and his feet his hand was Broken from smashing it into the mirror. His shock was starting to fade when the doctor came in and tears started to fall from his dead eyes . He knew their parents were probably called by now and he'd be in so much trouble. He thought his brother would leave him soon to go be with Naomi ... No one wanted him no one cared ... He wanted to die he wanted .. Sobs feel from his mouth as he broke down, showing the pathetic side he never wanted his brother to see.

Riku was panicking while his brother was getting treated. Naomi stayed with him for a while as it happened. But once he was done, he asked for her to just head to school and he would see her later. He sat down by Beju's bed as he waited for their parents to come.

When Naomi left, he focused on him. He felt bad when his brother started crying. He was not expecting that. "Beju... I can't believe you did that. Why would you do that?" he asked, his voice angry. He was going to get answers out of him. He was furious at him. And if he was mad, then his parents would be worse.

Beju couldnt answer his brother he had asked him in so many ways for help before this incedent even to his parents. no one cared no one noticed , he had started skipping school , wearing makeup , wearing all black and stopped talking. No one was ever around to notice no one was ever around to care. He wasnt even allowed to have a dog or cat that would have made him less lonely!

Soon his tears stop and the doctor was talking to their parents before they even sent them in. " this could be merely from is high fever or the fact he is malnurist. but truly i think this is a sign of something mentally wrong. We want to do an mri and a few test on him but we need your permission. " The doctor breathed he was a handsome younge man only in his twenties. James Ray or Dr. Ray he was called. He felt bad for the pretty boy he knew something must have drove him over the edge. He wanted to keep the boy over night talk with him alone wanted to understand why such a beautiful thing almost killed himself.

Riku and his parents were both concerned about Beju. They agreed for the MRI and the tests. They needed to know what was wrong with their son. And were willingly to sign any paper to help find it out. They signed the papers then led Riku out of the room. They wanted him to head off to school.

Riku agreed and headed downstairs. He was surprised when Naomi was waiting for him by his car. She told him she couldn't leave him there alone. He smiled and they both headed to school. Even it they were late. The teachers excused him. But not Naomi and she got to detention. But she didn't really mind. She knew Riku would wait for her to be done so he could take her home.

Beju opened his mouth once so far only to say goodbye to his brother who had to go to school. Other then that he stayed quiet . He didn't even talk to his parents he watched the doctor as he got blood drawn for test and went for an MRI ... Which made him panic being in a small tube and not being able to move.

Every test came back good nothing odd or abnormal , which made then do a pyshc test which he failed misserably. He didn't know that the test was for his mentality . The doctor got the results and pulled the parents aside once more all this testing was over around 3pm . It was s long process. The boy was napping right now thanks to a senative. " I have bad news and good news. The bad news is we found nothing wrong with his brain or any sickness's . The bad news is we found out it is emoutional your so is crnically depressed and suicidal. " the man spoke hating to tell parents this kind of things and that there child has died was also one thing he trully hated to say to.

Riku waited for Naomi after school for detention to end. Then he took her home and told her that he was going to be heading back to the hospital. She nodded and kissed him quick before getting out. Riku headed back to the hospital and parked. He got out and headed back to Beju's room.

When he came into the room, his mother explained what the doctor said. It made him feel bad. But there wasn't much he felt that he could do for his brother. He went and sat down next to him on the bed and pulled his knees up to his chest, wrapping his arms around them and resting his chin on his knees. He was hoping the Beju would wake up soon.

Beju woke up inbetween 4 and 5 . he looked around he felt odd. mellow for once in a long time. Even looking at the male sitting near him his brother didnt make him want to off himself. He then noticed his parents in the same room this was the first time in months they had all been in the same room together. it made him feel like crying again. " This is a first." His voice sounded dull lifeless.

The doctor had told the parents that the boy would be put on antideppresent strong one and would have to see a threapist regularlly not be left alone normal precuasious things like remove all shapr objects and montitor his pill intake. The boy was on one of his antidepressents now.

Their parents nodded at what the doctor said. The knew they had to be getting back to work soon, so they said goodbye to them both and promised to be back later. And then they were gone.

Once they and the doctor was gone did Riku focus on Beju. "What were you thinking, you idiot! You could have died!" he said, his voice furious. He was still mad that his brother had done that to himself. A small part of him made him feel like it was his fault. But he didn't want it to be his fault, so he ignored that part of him.

Beju didnt look at his brother he watched his parents leave, Being together did last long. He want to throw a tradrum but he was to drugged out to do so . He shut his eyes. " your the idiot dieing was my plan." He hissed his lifeless eyes locking on his brother. " Now why dont you go run off to your bitch like normal leave me alone . " He growled and the broken heart was visible in those eyes. He pratically told him why he did it .. being alone drove him crazy.

"I'm not going to leave you here alone." Riku said. He was getting tired of telling Beju not to call Naomi a bitch. He was just going to keep doing it. "I will stay here all night if that's what you want." he said. Sure, he didn't want spend the night in a hospital. But his brother needed him. Once he was out then he could go on doing the things he wanted to do. He relaxed in his chair, watching him.

Beju blinked and looked down . He didn't know if wanted his brother to stay or not . " what's the point. " he breathed and looked out the window. " once im out everything will be the same and I'll do it again." he stated matter of factly. " so you shouldn't even try ." he whispered tears starting to fall . He knew everyone would just go back to leaving him alone his parents already did. Maybe he should call difise and get himself put into a foster home atleast then he wouldn't be alone.

the doctor was making his rounds and about to check in on the boy maybe up his doses if he needed it . Bring him food anything.

"What's the point?! The point is that your my brother. I'm not just going to sit back and let you do this to yourself. Not again." Riku said. He was really starting to hate Beju. But he wasn't going to say that out loud. Not right now. It would probably be the opposite of helpful. And what he wanted was for his brother to be ok. "Nothing is going to be the same after this. Why would you think it would?" he asked.

Beju turned those unforgiving eyes onto himself brother tears still falling . " they already left they don't care they don't notice you didn't notice . I've been asking did help for months and no one even cared . " he stated and narrowed his eyes." it takes me finally shaping to gain even a glance and as soon as it comes it'll be gone." he finished . Feeling a weight lifting off his shoulders as he finished his rant.

Riku was a bit surprised at that. "I never once heard you ask for my help. Every time I try to talk to you, you yell at me to go away. So I do. I figured you wanted to be alone." he said. And he knew that his parents were busy with work. But that was so that him and Beju would be able to go to a good school and have nice things. He was really starting to feel bad about his brother. In his pocket, his phone went off, indicating that he has a new message. But he ignored it for now.

Beju glared at his brother he had asked the make for help but he was always to busy with his bitch on the phone with her going out with her. He always asked " can you help me with something?" and his brother would be like not right now . So he gave up and started telling him to leave him alone. " your lieing I asked you for help plenty of times but you were always busy" he breathed and reAched over to his arm and yanked out the iv. " always busy just like everyone else . You don't understand anything none of you do. " he hissed and tried to get out of thd bed he wanted out .

Riku was instantly standing. He held Beju down and prevented him from tearing out the iv. He called for a nurse to sedate him. After she had left, he sat down and thought about what his brother had said. Had he asked for help? He couldn't remember. He pulled out his phone when he remembered that he had a text. It was from Naomi asking how Beju was and if everything was ok. He sent a message back saying everything was fine. A lie, but he didn't see the point of explaining this to her.

Beju struggled against his brothers hold but a needle soon peirced is skin and everything got fuzzy and he fell into a deep sleep. He was more awake then asleep thought he could hear people around and such but he couldnt move or see.

Dr. Ray made his way to the room when the nurse told him she had to sedate the boy he was trying to remove his iv . He sighed and walked in. " Hello mind telling me what you guys were tlking about when he acted out?" He asked smiling at him softly like he understood he did his younger sister commited suicide he was the last person to talk to her before she did she apologized for some stupid arguement they had and left .. she never came back.