Yeah. Do you have a deep, dark secret that you REALLY want someone to know like your boyfriend/girlfriend or best friend...but you just don't know how and/or you're just too afraid???

Here, you can tell us. We're not here to judge you. Come one, everyone has one.

If my memory didn't suck I might have something but I tend to forget things soon after they happen. I think I might just be repressing everything that happens to me instead of traumatic events :lol:

Ah those memories...memories i'd want forgotten..

There are a lot of things I've done I tend to keep a secret...

I don't really have much of an option on the whole "secret keeping" thing, though, because the one secret I've kept to myself for three years now, the only other person who knows has been spreading it around and telling everybody.

._. It's humiliating, to say the least. I feel like trash knowing everybody knows it now.

Well this most certainly is not a deep dark secret...in fact it is no secret at all. I love the girl that I am with! And I absolutely love the fact that she likes me back! The relationship that we share with each other is quite amazing! =] I love every single moment that I spend with her, and I really hope that it lasts forever =] I love you Sweetie with all of my heart!

My one and only secret is that I am no longer a virgin! Only four other people in real life know.
The reason why it's an issue is because if anyone found out I'm dead... Thing is I'm Muslim and I'm living in Egypt at the moment and virginity is an issue and it's something that should be kept intact before marriage. But I lost my virginity to the guy I am going to marry isA, so I don't see the big deal...
Sorry so spewing out all this >,<

Originally Posted by Beezerific

My one and only secret is that I am no longer a virgin! Only four other people in real life know.
The reason why it's an issue is because if anyone found out I'm dead... Thing is I'm Muslim and I'm living in Egypt at the moment and virginity is an issue and it's something that should be kept intact before marriage. But I lost my virginity to the guy I am going to marry isA, so I don't see the big deal...
Sorry so spewing out all this >,<

I think it's the point of the board. Chillax!
4 People? Somehow I think that's more people than how many know I'm not one. xD
Oh, and MarHba! (Arg. That bothers me. Is that how you'd use the English alphabet to spell it? I can't remember.)

@Sila~ Nice try with the Arabic, it's but when we use English to write Arabic we don't capitalize anything xD
So it would be mar7ba (The 7 is like an 7 because it looks like the letter "ح" and there are other letter we use in "Araglish") xD
I'm also American by the way. =3

Originally Posted by HenryLancaster

Well this most certainly is not a deep dark secret...in fact it is no secret at all. I love the girl that I am with! And I absolutely love the fact that she likes me back! The relationship that we share with each other is quite amazing! =] I love every single moment that I spend with her, and I really hope that it lasts forever =] I love you Sweetie with all of my heart!

I...I'm not blushing at all... -hides face- :3 I :heart: you too, sweetie!

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I admit it. I have a deep dark secret...but only one person knows. :( And she teases me about it when no one's around. Gah...yeah. And it's a secret that I'm so not proud of. At. All.

I've known that I'm gay for three years. I have yet to come out to my lesbian mother.

Ha haha I admit that I've dated a girl before. And the thing is, my parents are highly against liking the same sex. They're Jehovah Witnesses (i'm not!). Ha haha it worked out, but I had to end it. :/ We're like sisters now. XD

I have a deep dark secret. I think about sex all the time. No one knows that I do, but I do. I think of doing things to my bf...lol. O.o Tmi, I know. But on here ya have to be honest. I love him with all my heart but I've known him long enough to...yeah. Lol. XD

AWWW -saw Henrylancaster's post- :3 teeeehe

Anywho... my deep dark secret.... no one knows that my smiles are all fake. >.o In real life, at least. I hate it. I don't want anyone to know that I'm upset about a lot of things in my life because other people have way bigger problems and I feel like if I can't show them I'm fine with my life and all the itty bitty problems in it, then how can they possibly be fine with theirs and their bigger problems. And even now I feel like a terrible person complaining about it. D: But ya. That's my deep dark secret. >< I'm selfish, I know. :(

Originally Posted by EmiEmi

AWWW -saw Henrylancaster's post- :3 teeeehe

Anywho... my deep dark secret.... no one knows that my smiles are all fake. >.o In real life, at least. I hate it. I don't want anyone to know that I'm upset about a lot of things in my life because other people have way bigger problems and I feel like if I can't show them I'm fine with my life and all the itty bitty problems in it, then how can they possibly be fine with theirs and their bigger problems. And even now I feel like a terrible person complaining about it. D: But ya. That's my deep dark secret. >< I'm selfish, I know. :(

-about the henrylancaster post- Ha haha :3 I couldn't stop smiling and blushing X3

And about you...I know how you feel. When I'm not smiling, I HATE it when people ask me what's wrong and get all up in my business. So, no matter what, I smile and tag along. But lately, I don't have to fake it. But as to the situation that you are in, I am really sorry. And you are SO not selfish. You are completely the opposite (from what you sound like) You worry what other people think and you seem to put others before you whether you realize it or not. :)

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Originally Posted by DarckGodessa

I have a deep dark secret. I think about sex all the time. No one knows that I do, but I do. I think of doing things to my bf...lol. O.o Tmi, I know. But on here ya have to be honest. I love him with all my heart but I've known him long enough to...yeah. Lol. XD

O.o Um...good for you? :) Lol, that's natural...just don't let it become an obsession, okay? ;)

Lillian||~ Aww thanks. :) That was a real smile. lol see now I just tried explain this (sort) to one of my good friends and he like freaked out. D:

Omg! Why? He should be perfectly okay with it! O.o

well he was getting angry because i ekpt on being all hard on myself and stuff and he just got sick of it, i guess. -.-

O.o then if he gets sick of it, he really doesn't love you. But maybe you need to cut some slack on yourself? I know that when I met Steven (HenryLancaster) I was really hard on myself...but in time he has taught me to just relax and I've decided to just embrace what life throws at us. People are always "awww"ing and always teasing Steve and I when we're together, I'd hide away from it. He'd compliment me, I'd deny it. But now, I just embrace it and go with the flow. People tell you what you don't think for a reason. You're your own critique person.

You know... this is going to sound weird... but I don't think I have any secrets anymore. I can't really think of anything I haven't told other people, aside from the secrets other people have told me, which I guard VERY closely. But as they're not about myself, they don't count here.

I've always been an honest person, and in recent years I've become very forthcoming. The people I associate with are generally very accepting, so I feel like I've got nothing to hide. Why should I hide who I am and the things I've done, anyway? I try very hard to laugh about my mistakes from the past now.

That said, I don't know if I'd even like to post a secret on a public forum, since if it was a secret it would be something I dreadfully didn't want to tell people...

Huh. What was the point of my posting here again? 8D;

:oops:I whip myself 'cause it feels good.

@[email protected] scary but...okay...

Teeeheee you're my new advise/self confidence booster/type/ish/idk/like person, Lillian. -huggles- Thanks :) I feel better now. And I'm always awwing at couples. xD I think that they're the cutest things ever. ' 3' Although it bugs me when it's a really shy couple and people are mocking them. I've had a guy break up with me once because his friends were being so obnoxious and he was getting so embarassed.... well that was only part of the reason. The other was because he was a total wussy and didn't even wanna hold my hand. xD Oh well.

My secret? Hmm..

I used to cut myself...a lot more frequently than anybody knows. Everybody thinks I quit about 2 years back, but I did it recently. Hell, I did it on break when I still had a job maybe 3 months ago.

Not because I hated myself, not because I liked the pain (I HATE pain), but...well, because I hated it. I wanted a means to punish myself for being less than perfect. I got a little crazy with self control, and it's never really left my head that I need to be flawless. Only recently have I been trying to let go, and I almost went back to square one with all the bad things going on recently.

The only think keeping me from doing it is knowing that my girlfriend would see them, and I don't want her to worry about me. Having her around caring really kept me from self-harm when things went down hill for me a few weeks ago.

Hm, so far only my parents, the dean in charge of student affairs at my college, and the one friend that realized that something was wrong and helped me know that I was suicidal, and almost went through with it last semester. I hit the worst down I've ever had in my life (I have severe bipolar depression, diagnosed professionally and medicated, before you assume that it's self-diagnosed from the internet like a lot of attention-seekers).

I got really bad bronchitis right before I was about to take a whiskey-tylenol cocktail, which gave me enough of a constantly coughing gag reflex that I knew I'd just throw it up, and my friend that I mentioned realized that something was wrong with me right before I was about to finish up with the x-acto blade that I bought. She took all of the blades, pills, and alcohol out of my room and stayed with me until she was sure that I wouldn't try anything again. I still managed to cut myself up pretty well, though.

I'd like to tell my friends, since I know they really care about me, but I don't know how. I was joking about killing myself with them throughout the later half of the semester, but none of them except for the one friend thought that I was serious about it. I don't want them to feel guilty for not taking the joking seriously. D:

I'm back on my meds, and I kind of want to put it behind me, but I still feel like I should at least tell my closest friends.

See that's why I don't like saying anything about my problems. I'm not depressed or anything. -sigh- i just gotta be there for those who need me.

Aetera- I can tell you that it scares me to death when I go through my friends and realize how some of them are /really/ ... pushing it. I hope you find a way to tell the people closest to you and I wish you luck getting through all of it. >< I've seen how severe people can get and it terrifies me.

Fortis- Good luck to you as well. No one's perfect, my dear, as I'm sure you've been told. ^^