• .We See.
  
  
  Once in a while we turn to face the mirror
  A mirror that shows the untold truth
  Maybe not what other's eyes can see,
  Maybe something we don't even recognize
  
  Do we cower from the truth?
  
  Do we flee?
  
  Do we even know who
  
  or what we see?
  
  
  Those who have the strength try not to turn away,
  But even if you do,
  turn away that is,
  in time, you look back into that mirror
  to face the truth within the reflection.
  
  You ask yourself questions.
  
  Then you ask the image in the mirror;
  
  Who was I before?
  
  Who have I become?
  
  Will I be what I want or what I need to become?
  
  What should I do?
  
  Where do I start?
  
  
  You can stare into the unknown
  Staring into those piercing orbs
  Pools of emotions never understood...
  
  
  But we are trying to understand
  Trying to listen to the reflection before you
  
  
  The image may give us answers,
  But they are not always straightforward.
  
  The answer may just be a person, or an action or thought.
  
  We ourselves have to put an effort to figure it out.
  
  
  Never let your thoughts get twisted
  Don't let others change your question
  Take your own time to find your meaning
  Just relax and follow your intuition
  
  Turning to that mirror you will see,
  You will see the answer.
  
  Once you have what you've been yearning to know,
  You will learn more than what you expected.
  
  _________________[1/12/07]__________________
  
  
  What do you guys think?

• Hum...I say.

• So, I got nothing.

Emotions

• Why couldn't we be born without them?
  
  is it because they are part of life
  
  is it because we 'need' them
  
  the happiness and joy
  
  the pain and hurting
  
  why are there such controversial emotions
  
  
  Can someone live life without feeling the joy lofe itself...
  
  But why must there be pain, felt as well...
  
  I guess if we didn't feel pain, if we never felt hurt, if we didn;t feel lonliness
  
  We wouldn't appreciate the good moments' laughter, or the bubbly feeling
  of happiness
  
  
  Emotions are so misunderstood, but
  
  we have a whole life time to know
  
  how to understand why we have them,
  
  but it may take more than just a life time
  
  to figure out why we 'need' them

• Untittled - Dedicated to everyone I know.
  
  When people used to look at me I wondered what they saw.
  Soon I came to learn I was perceived as the shy, quiet girl
  The girl who sat alone, maybe she was different
  As I grew I found my strength and I now know
  
  I am who I am and I can be who I want, I will never change for someone else
  I CAN change for myself, the only person that was first most important to me
  
  Didn’t you ever wonder what they though about you.
  Of ‘course you did, we all do
  With intense confidence there will always be a time of weakness
  There will be moments of insecurity where you want to know what they think
  
  You are who you are and you can be who you wish to be, never change for anyone else
  You CAN change but do it for yourself
  
  When people look at me now, I do once in a while wonder, I wonder if they notice
  Do they see who I am now, or do they see what they want to see
  I am not quite done with this transformation, but now I know how to voice my opinions
  As I grow I find my strength, and with each passing moment It grows, why is this.
  
  My friends, this is my strength.
  ^______________[January 9th, 2007]_________________^

• Untittled.
  
  We hide ourselves under a shell
  
  A shell only others can see
  
  As much as you hide your true self
  
  You're still you, the only person you shoulb be
  
  Don't ever be ashamed to be yourself
  
  You ware born to be you, and no one else
  
  _________________[2006]___________________
  

• The Ocean:
  
  . She stood at the edge of the cliff, looking down into the softly crashing waves. The Ocean was so serene, so breathtakingly beautiful...but there was more. Never just a book by it cover. She always remembered that saying when she looked out into the blue deep of the ocean.
  
  . She looked out onto the horizon as the sun seemed to set at the very middle of it. She looked up as she sky went from a yellowish fire to a light blue in the sky. She closed her eyes and felt the cool breeze. She sighed softly, knowing it was time to go home.
  
  . That night the night turned dark, as the moons luminescent silver beams lit the earthen sky. The moon was oddly close...But oh what beauty. What dangerous beauty had befallen our gentle land.
  
  . That night the moon pulled at the ocean...the waves grew...rain began to fall as the sky cried for it's pool of deep blue. Lighting flashed and then a loud BOOM was heard. Thunder crashed soon afterwards. This went on for hours on end, waves growing for up to 20 or 30 feet.
  
  . What a deadly beauty the ocean is. The moon seems to disappear now as the sky lightens to bring forth the morning. THe wave disippate into small ripple above the water. The only proof of the deadly storm is the debris left on shore.
  
  . She walked to the edge of the cliff and looked out at the blue deep fiend. She just smiled...closing her eyes and daydreaming the day away.
  
  

• .Laurel Armand.
  
  Character's Name: Laurelle Armande
  Race: --
  Sex: Female
  Occupation: --
  Age: 17
  General appearance: She has an aura of delicacy that comes from fine bones and ivory skin that would make a man want to touch, and touch gently. Her hair falls in clouds of black around her shoulders.
  
  Her eyes are the color of Amethyst, dark and rich. Her face is delicate, and her structure fine like someone whose life revolved around gracious indolence and quiet gentility. And her voice is just as feminine, it turned any words into a soothing stream. It never flattened but flowed like a quiet leisurely stream.
  
  Even with such calming characteristics, she held up well when needed be. Her words could lash out at any moment if her opinion isn't given even a moments thought. Everything she was, revolved around logical careful moments.
  Character Image: [Click Here]
  Weapons: Daggers, Glaive
  Special abilities/Skills: She can see in the dark, she is a pro at the art of controlling 'Ki' which is a for of energy control. She is always very quick on her feet, and have a clever sharp mind.
  
  [Note: Please Do Not Steal My Character: Thank you]

• .Writers Block Hit Me.
  
  Spring was gone, Summer had passed and fall was soon to be over. The leaves from the maple trees were almost all on the floor. Some of them floated in puddles from the earlier rain. The young girl walked by the tree’s as she headed for home. She walked slowly just looking down at the wet sidewalk.
  
  Aurelia is of average height and average build. Her dark raven locks barely contrast with her softly tanned skin. Her eyes are a light hazel though they shine brightly with life. At first glance she seems so average, but you must never judge a book by its cover.
  
  Aurelia continued walking until she got to the familiar front yard. She walked to the door just pulling out the black key. She turned it slowly and then turned the knob, pulling out the key before opening the door. She just headed to her room and took off her backpack, dropping it and heading to her desk. She pulled out her notebook, a bundle of pages bound by black leather. Then she pulled out her favorite purple pen.
  
  This was her time, the time in which her imagination could come to life. With this pen and this paper her dreams could become reality. She could set her memories in ink to reminiscence later in life. Everyday she would sit down and write something, anything.
  
  She would begin her writing and you can hear the soft noise a pen makes when it makes its mark on paper

• Everything changes,
  Before our eyes.
  We mature and learn.
  Learning of emotions,
  Of rules and life.
  Living with pain,
  Or love and fights.
  Living within raind
  In days and nights.
  Some grow in darkness
  While others in blinding light
  With peace and strife
  With love and broken plight
  This is how some live life.

• Masquerade Ball: Amour
  
  Celeste walked slowly down the hall as she headed towards the library. She had been looking forwards the whole time, but from the corner of her eyes she saw the poster. She stopped in her tracks to wonder whether not it was true. She took two steps back and turned on her heel to stare at the black poster that contrasted against the white painted school walls. Then in red vivid red colors she read the words ‘Masquerade Ball.’ As the theme for this years Junior class dance. She hadn’t noticed it before, and the date to buy the tickets was almost over. She had never gone to a school dance, she was shy…even as outgoing as she may seem in all the school activities she’d entered. She turned towards the direction and headed towards the quad in front of the school, the school’s leadership was selling the tickets. She walked up to her friend to ask if they were still selling them, and her friend just looked at her oddly.
  
  
  [I was going to enter this in a contest...but then i thought it sucked.]]

• Masquerade Ball : First Kiss
  Celeste sat down on the park bench as she saw the children playing in front of her. She smiled remembering how she loved playing too. She bit her lip to hold back the tears. She felt a soft pain in her chest as she remembered him. He was a sweet boy named Jonathan, and a wonderful friend too. When she was little she lived in another country and Jonathan was her childhood friend. What had changed was their fortune, her fathers business had been going so well he and her mother wanted to move away. She didn’t have time to say good bye, she didn’t even know until that dreadful day when they moved. The only farewell was at the moment she was in the car and they yelled their farewells. She still remembers him even after so many years…
  “Celeste!”
  She heard her name from her mothers’ familiar voice. She stood up as she smoothed out her dress and walked towards her mother. “Celeste, now we are going to be late…you should learn not to day dream…” Her mother lectured her on being a proper lady. Though she only listened to a few words, nodding her head as if she were paying attention.
  The reason her mother was in such a mood was because of the upcoming ball. It was going to be at the grand hall and her mother wanted her to look her best. Celeste was being taken to get her dress fitted; she just hoped her mother didn’t over do it. As they arrived at the shop she noticed a few interesting trinkets, one of which was a belt with a heart as the buckle and red chains dangling from all around in an ornate fashion.
  A few hours had passes and they had chosen the colors for the dress, black, red and silver. Now the woman was putting on her corset, but she felt it was being put on too tightly. “Ow…mother…can you tell her to loosen it a bit.”
  Her mother scolded her. “No Celeste, please do not wine.”
  Celeste just sighed and then she remembered the belt at the front of the shop. She begged her mother to add it to the dress, and he mother decided it looked nice enough to go along with it.
  
  That night as they entered the ball she tried to ignore the stares, she was glad it was a Masque ball or she wouldn’t be able to live with it. She still felt like she couldn’t breathe, but she ignored it for her mother’s sake. After a while though she was able to pull away from her mother and go off on her own.
  As she walked she passed by a mirror, her mother hadn’t let her look into one because they had not had any time, so she looked at herself for a moment. Her raven hair was put up in a bun, though some came out in curls, and she had a small silverfish tiara that just looked like a hairpin holding up her long hair. She smiled, and then she saw her dress, of black and red velvet. And then the belt she had asked for, it went so well with the rest of her ensemble. She sighed softly and felt the shortness of breath again. She glanced around in search for a way out. She found an open door and walked out, feeling the nice nights breeze. She closed her eyes, trying to relax so that she didn’t pass out when she felt someone tap her shoulder. She turned around as her stormy blue eyes met a dark red stare. She didn’t blink until she just saw a smile grace the males lips, which made her blush and then turn away.
  “Sorry to bother you Miss…I just saw you out here alone and wondered why someone as beautiful as yourself would be her alone.”
  She just smiled, hoping the blushed had left her cheek by then.
  “I just came out for the fresh air; I do not really enjoy any sort of Ball’s though Masquerades seem appropriate for me.” She said, smiling at the stranger, even more so because she couldn’t see his face, though he couldn’t see hers either.
  
  [This turned out to be something I would’ve written in middle school….haha]

• Username: Moonlit Desires [Yet Again]
  
  RP Name: Ofelia Htaed
  
  Gender: Female
  
  Age: 20
  
  History: At the age of 15 she had been given the vague title of a genius. She had such high levels in her academic scores as a child, she was noticed by her elders. As a child other children would keep away from her, thought it didn't matter, because she was very quiet and not very social. She was quick to pass as many tests as adult figures could find to throw at her. She was tired of being an oddity, a curiosity for their eyes and minds. So she left, escaping the stupidity of the world around her. She stuck to studied in the medical field. Chemistry was her passion, Biotechnology seemed to be one her favorite hobbies. Microbiology, Psychology, the study of anything that related to health and mental status, it all fascinated her. She was able to take college classes even at her age, and is just a new graduate out of a small but good medical University. She has only worked in the lab for a few months and she has studied most papers on experiments she was allowed to. Now at the age of 20 she was probably the youngest doctor there. She didn't tell anyone her age though and just
  
  Personality: She likes being friendly and talking to the experiments. She doesn't like how some doctors just go on their business as if the experiments weren't human. It annoyed her but she kept her mouth shut, she was much friendlier with her patients than with the doctors. She was a little more disdainful towards other doctors, though she made sure she knew how they were before judging them, so far she hasn't found anyone worth befriending as a doctor.
  Ofelie likes keeping to herself most of the time, she was able to convince someone to let her have a room to herself when she could keep her chemical experiments.
  
  
  Apperance: ]Ofelia[
  
  Other: Her mother had died at birth, and she never got to see her father but once. He was an important figure in the Russian army. She is part Russian, she doesn't know what her mother was.
  The reason her mother had passed away was because she had had small-cell lung cancer. She'd had an embolism that wasn't allowing oxygen in her, but being pregnant with Ofelia they couldn't operate. She had been 28 weeks old so they did a C-section on her mother and took her out to operate. Her mother passed away and Ofelia made it. One of her nannies would tell her stories of her mother. But now Ofelia, she never spoke of her past, she never thought about it either, she just lived on.
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  Also, she wears a lab coat over her clothing, and she wears glasses as well. She always has her stethoscope with her, it had been a graduation present from one of her mentors in university. It was especially made for her, so no one else was allowed to touch it.
  Also, she is obviously a bit short, so her appearance seems so much younger.

Neenjah profile #1

Full Name: Oralaine Eglantine
Nicknames: Ora, Laine
Age/Appearing Age: 16/14
Birthdate: August, 14th / 8-14
Gender: Female
Race: Human/Magic

Favourite
Animal(s) : Feline\'s , Wolves
Colour(s) : Green, Purple, Silver
Number(s) : 8, 14

Weapon of choice: Needle Daggers
Special Abilities: She can control her chakra so perfectly that she is a perfect medical ninja.
Strength: Stamina, Speed, and Moon
Weakness: Mental Health, Insectophobia[median], Archnephobia[mild]

Jutsu:
1- Hari Bunshin no Jutsu- Almost like Kage Bunshiin no jutsu except it\'s crystal clones.
2- Crystal Needles
3- Crystal Mist - Hari Bunshin no Jutsu is needed for this jutsu. THe clones make crystal needles but leave chakra in them as the chakra seperates them into smaller crystals and makes them into something like a warter mist. The crystals can be controled only by the owner of the chakras put into them, and with the close of theur had it is gone. Or else it decipitates after a few hours.
4- Kanashibari no Jutsu [Paralysis Technique] -This technique is used to cause an opponent to lose the advantage of movement, freezing them in their tracks.
5- Ranshinshō[Important Body Points Disturbance]
By attacking the base of the brain stem with chakra converted to electricity, the user is able to flip the brain\'s movement signals to the arms and legs. For example, if one tried to move their right arm, their left leg would move in the way they wanted their right arm to move.
6-Shosen Jutsu [Mystical Palm Technique] - By concentrating chakra to the hand, the user is able to cure wounds by focusing their own chakra to where the critical injuries lie, healing them in the process. This jutsu, however, uses up a high amount of chakra. Very skilled medic-nin such as Tsunade can use this technique to perform surgeries that otherwise would not be possible. This may also be utilized in combat as a chakra scalpel, allowing the user to sever their opponent\'s muscle fibers or their chakra circulatory system at the point of contact
7- Inyu Shometsu [Secret Healing Wound Destruction]- The user can concentrate his chakra to a prepared area on his body and begin the cell recreation process the very moment the targeted area becomes damaged.
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Summoning:
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Character Description
Looks: She has light green her which she never ties up, always has it loose. Her eyes are green and seem almost souless but nearly any emotion can be read through her eyes. She wears her green crystal headband on her thigh where it\'s still visible. She usually caried her glaive on her back and her needle daggers on the side in a special pouch so they don;t hurt anyone until pulled out. Her special grey tunic is made for her specifially, to keep her warm when it\'s cold and to keep her cool when it\'s hot. She has two tatoos on her shoulders which are marks given at birth in her clan.
Personality: She has a strange personality, at first you can\'t notice, but after while it\'s hard not to. She has a temper which she can let go in a few seconds. Her emotions can be calm, cool and collected most of the time, except for rare occasions when she might let herself be a bit open to a trusted person. Though she\'s usually just a loner by nature she can enjoy someones company. She has a mild fear of spiders after an incident while she was little. And a much more serious fear of insects.
Background: Ora was born to a pretty much dead clan, her mother died while giving birth and all that was left wa sher eldest sister which died on a mission when she was only 9. She took it hard but she understands how life can be and though she doesn\'t want to she\'ll accept reality.

As the last child of her family she wasn\'t treated very well. She had to fend for herself since anyone else abandoned her. She used her taining to make her anger and sadness go away, but her childhood left her scarred from what she had to see. Her mental health is very vulnerable and so she could lose her ability to do what is needed if it comes back to haunt her.

Family: No family left.

Pictures:

Comments on character: She can be kind and timid when she doesn\'t know anyone. She just has to get to know people enough for her to trust them so she could be more outgoing. But she has her limits.

• Neenjah profile #2
  
  Name: Kurako
  Nicknames: Akio
  Age: 16
  Birthdate: May 14
  Gender: Female
  Race: Dark Demon/Human
  
  Missing Ninja of the Mind and Volcano
  
  Weapon of choice: Twin Daggers, Hunter-nin Needles
  Special Abilities: Her control over her chakra is extraordinary
  Bloodline Ability [Kekkei Genkai]: Yuukaku- Kurako's bloodline inheritance. No one knows the history of it but it is said that, just like Sharingan, Yuukaku is also a descended bloodline of Byakugan. When kurako uses this her eyes turn dark purple, they appear black since it's fuses with her demon blood. It not only lets her fully control her demon and human chakra, but also lets her take over a persons mind without the use of a jutsu, this jutsu goes great with Genjutsu's and Medical Jutsus because of its ability and it control over chakra.
  Strength: Night, Silver Metals
  Weakness: She broke her right arm once so it can easily be broken in a fight. SHe doesn't like the sound of broken bones.
  
  
  Appearance:
  Her hair is short and kind of spiky. Her eyes are red, like dried blood, and they look soulless. She wears a sleeveless, strapless form fitting Qipao with two long slits that reach to her waist, backless. The cloth of the quipao is black, with the imprint of a silver dragon on the back. She has tattoos on her arms shoulders and back, that turn black as her black chakra flows through her.
  
  
  Personality: She is a lone-wolf. She has a cold disposition and is usually serious calm, and collected. She seems like she would be a lazy person, but she always thinks things through before doing it. She likes to be the one in charge and won't think things through if someone orders her to do something; she'll dispose of the person.
  She has her secrets that she doesn’t want anyone to know. She keeps to herself and tries not to lose her temper, though she does so easily.
  
  Bio: At the age of 7 she lost her family and wasn't very trusting of people so she lived on her own, making a living as a thief. But as she got older she got to learning about chakra, ninjutsus, and genjustsu. She trained her whole life, joining a village in which she became an ANBU at the age of 14, she was beginning to let go of her past when her whole village somehow found out she was half demon and didn't like the idea. She didn;t want to make anyone feel uncomfortable so she left her village, never to return.
  -She used to be part of the village hidden in the mind and recently the village hidden in the volcano.-
  She left the village Hidden in the volcano for certain reasons she doesn’t want anyone to know.
  
  Family: Unknown
  
  Jutsu:
  
  Kage Bunshin no Jutsu
  Katon [Great Fireball Technique]
  Tsutenkyaku / Tsuten-Seishou
  Taijutsu and Ninjutsu, a move in which the user pulses chakra into her leg fist or weapon. The weapon has to be specifically made for the user and for their chakra. He or she must have complete control over their chakra because as soon as it is about to connect they release their chakra to make more of an effect. It's good to be very strong to begin with when having this type of control.
  Bunshin Daibakuha (Clone Great Explosion)-
  This jutsu works in combination with the Kage Bunshin no Jutsu , and creates a Shadow Clone that will explode on command, potentially killing or injuring those caught in the blast.
  Kokoni Arazu no Jutsu [False Surroundings Technique]
  This is a rather sophisticated Genjutsu which changes the appearance of a nearby object or climate.
  Niju Kokoni Arazu no Jutsu [Double False Surroundings Technique]
  A second atmospheric layer of Genjutsu is placed on top of the first illusion.
  Shosen Jutsu [Mystical Palm Technique]
  By concentrating chakra to the hand, the user is able to cure wounds by focusing their own chakra to where the critical injuries lie, healing them in the process. This jutsu, however, uses up a high amount of chakra. This may also be utilized in combat as a chakra scalpel, allowing the user to sever their opponent's muscle fibers or their chakra circulatory system at the point of contact
  
  Chakra Kyujin Jutsu[Chakra Absorption Technique]
  Jutsu Sho[ Technique Neautralize.]
  This jutsu is for defensive purposes, the user neautralizes the opponents Jutsu by aiming back the same amount of chakra.
  Itami Genkaku [Pain Illusion]
  This jutsu plays on the mind, it makes the opponent believe tyhey are in pain, but they aren't really being hurt.
  
  
  Summoning:
  Kuchiyose no Jutsu (Summoning Technique)
  Low Summon- Akuma Kuryi[Aku.] Black Wolf, leader of a pack in the mountains.
  Regular Summon- Doraigon Ryogn[Dorai] A baby green dragon.
  Boss Summon- Keishu Kuryi[Kei] White Wolf Demon, mother of Akuma.
  Boss Summon- Seiryoku Ryogn[Seir] Black Dragon