I am glad to hear that you are good at sciencey things, Amane. As much as I love art, I also really love science

I wish I were good at art.

Remember - art is what you can get away with :D

all kidding aside, how come you say that

I feel like something about the way I think is too orderly compared to what I see in other artists. They're more able to think outside the box and break patterns than I.

That is why some artists use drugs. I am stating that as a fact, not encouraging it

Oh, really? THAT'S why? Well, I'm not THAT desperate to break out of it.

but I can art without any influence of drugs. So I can tell you that it is perfectly possible

Of course you can. They all can.

maybe imagine you are a little kid again :D and just doodle to your heart's desire

I actually didn't like drawing freely as a tiny one because I felt I wasn't creative.

did anyone tell you you were not creative? or you just felt that about yourself without any external input?

It was my own decision. I never had any ideas for creative things.

That is alright too. Maybe one day you will be inspired and get ideas for creative things related to Art just like you are so creative with coming up with ideas for your friends' oocs

The way I do art is… I want it to look real.

Oh. Well it takes practice. So don't give up if that is something you would really like to do

I don't like to do it for the art.

What do you do it for instead

I do it to get mental images out of my head and into reality where they'll be crystal clear and I can show someone.

ah I see

I wish I could do that

I love drawing. But I haven't done it in a long time because someone online (who was trolling) said my art sucked and made fun of it. And ever since then I have been self conscious about my artwork and I have stopped drawing every day like I used to.

don't listen to them, ava the vampire! some people are just meanie heads

You wish you could do that? So do I, honey.

That's part of the reason I don't share my art. I feel stupid when I get criticism. I know you're saying that person totally tore apart your work, though. They're swine.

don't let others put you down

*whispers* Easier said than done.

I am not sure why I read that as Easter instead of Easier

Easter said than done o.o