Sebastian folded his arms in front of his chest, pointedly. He kept his voice soft, so fans couldn't hear him. "He isn't Gregor. He'll never be Gregor." He sighed, running a hand through his hair. "You need to get a better feel for who Damon is...get him to open up...analyze his personality. If you don't...you'll never really see him. You'll just see Gregor. All right?"

Charmase nodded. "Fair enough...I still think it would be worth a shot to at least prove it to him, fair and square, though. You never know..."

"I'm trying! But it's not working…" Rail said defeativly, "I talk to him and he talks and no matter what he says I just makes be feel the same way…" Rail sighed.

"And that's where every one is effin wrong…" He said darkly shaking his head.

Sebastian frowned, squinting in thought. "I said before he'll probably be a good match for you, romantically...maybe you should think of him more as a potential boyfriend. They are very alike, but...here. Ask specific questions. Remember things that Gregor loved to do...loved to eat...anything. Try to focus on something that's drastically different about them."

Charmase suddenly looked sympathetic. "You're really defensive about this...did...something bad happen to you? In the past?"

Rail nodded, "But what if they have the same favorites?" Rail asked worriedly, "Or what if he gets hurt?" Rail looked worried.

Ryan's eyes flickered for a moment before his emotionless gaze returned. His arms crossed as he looked at Charmase carfully as he if was looking for somthing.

Sebastian rolled his eyes, half-playful. "They can't possibly be exactly the same. No two people are exactly the same. And he's not made of glass...he'll be all right."

Charmase blinked, watching him curiously.

Rail nodded lightly, "Im scared I'd hurt him though he seems so fragile." He said thinking.

Finally Ryan sighed, "Yeah…yeah something happened…" He said emptily before hardening, "if I tell you this and see in a tabloid I will hunt you down…you'll be the third person I'd tell. My twin doesn't even know…and one person is dead. And if you spill…"

"He needs to grow a backbone--he can't possibly be that fragile...unless there's a medical reason for it." Sebastian shrugged. "Maybe you should take him on a private date...somewhere where fans and paparazzi can't hound him."

Charmase blinked. "I don't talk to tabloid...news...people...whatever they're called. Reporter-people. It'll be fine!"

Rail nodded thinking, "Okay that shouldn't be to hard but I need the keys to the jet…"

Ryan sighed, "Not here a back room."

Sebastian frowned. He was a licensed pilot, but Rail sure wasn't. "Pfft. No. If you want to use the jet, I'll take you up. Just take him into the back of the jet for a talk."

Charmase nodded, agreeably. "Fair enough. Where are the back rooms?" He had never been to this place, of course...

"But I was gonna get Frank to fly…fine…" Rail sighed.

Ryan took his hand quickly going into one of the VIP room that he knew was empty. "Okay…" He said slowly.

Sebastian grinned. "He'll abuse the intercom...you know how he was with you and Gregor...he always thought you two escaped to the cargo hold all the time to, er...do things. I'll fly you." He frowned. "Is Ryan coming home separately? Can we go without him?"

Charmase held his hand contently, following him. He stood there, waiting.

"Yeah well he caught us trying to Parachute out that one time…" Rail chuckled, "As for Ryan hold up I got a text from him." Rail read over it quickly his mouth becoming a tight line in anger. Which wasn't an emotion he usual showed. Rail nodded sending back a message, "Strange…" Was all Rail said as he went to the limo still angry, "He said go…"

Ryan sighed putting his phone away. "It was a good five years ago I was about tweleve…" He said remembering, "Well I had this cousin and him and I were really close even though he was about sixteen at he time…"

Sebastian nodded idly, following him into the limo and giving the driver the okay.

Damon looked like he was about to fall asleep...he was nearly falling out of his seat.

Charmase nodded, feeling like he knew what was coming.

Rail shook his head at Damon, "Just sleep…"

Ryan sighed, "We'd always play video games and watch movies. We would always paly the silent game and go on for hours being silent and driving Gray crazy because neither one of us would talk to him until it was time to go home. So one day we go over and our parents had him come over to babysit me and Gray with they went on vacation for a month. Well the first week was fine we spent all day playing video games and he dared me to remain silent for an entire week. And so I did because he had told me that real men never back down from a challenge. It drove Gray crazy but got used to it after a while consideringu cousin still talked to him…"

Damon shook his head, smiling. "I'll be all right...I don't want to slow you all down."

Charmase nodded, politely. He leaned against Ryan's arm, listening closely. He didn't want to miss anything...

"You won't if you fall asleep I'll carry you in when we get home…" Rail promised.

Ryan sighed, "After that week though I sort of lost my voice and couldn't really talk. And my cousin said that was okay because he had a new game he wanted to play that night that we had to be silent for. So I got evxcited at that because I loved new games…" He paused takig a breath. "So that night after Gray fell asleep he came into our room, Gray and I always share rooms, and asked if I was ready to play. I nodded and he siad for me to remain silent. Then he came close to me and climbed on my bed pushing me down. I thought at first that we were going to wrestle agan…and in away we did. I tried to scream or get Gray's help but I couldn't talk. I couldn't speak at all. And when he was done that night he said that if I told anyone I was a pussy. And I didn't want to be a pussy so I never spoke or told. Not that day or the weeks and weeks that followed. The day he enlisted in the army and went away was the happiest day since…"

Damon sighed softly, closing his eyes again. "...I don't want to be a burden..." He didn't comment more, however, because he had fallen asleep.

Charmase sighed, giving him a hug. "...But, there's a loophole there. If you're afraid of being hurt by another male...why don't you find a younger, smaller male? A...bottom?"

Rail smiled happily.

"I can't…" Ryan shook his head, "He made me top too…" He shivered looking down tyng to supress the now emmering memories.

Damon once again looked quite peaceful as he slept.

Sebastian yawned, leaning back into his seat. "Hm..."

Charmase continued to hug him, closing his eyes. "Not all men are like that...not all of them want to hurt you. Unless you overcome that fear, it's going to haunt you for the rest of your life...you have to try."

Rail smiled at Sebastian as he curled up against Damon tiredly.

Ryan shook his head, "No it's just easier to stick to women…I have no reason to be with a man…" Ryan sighed looking down.

Damon instinctively moved closer to the warmth as he slept, curled up in an adorable little ball.

Charmase rested his head against Ryan's chest, looking up at him with a sympathetic smile on his face. "But...still...maybe if you tried something and had a good experience, you wouldn't be so afraid of it anymore. And...what if you find a male you're honestly attracted to? Really, really attracted to?"

Rail smiled falling asleep against Damon happily.

"Women…goth and emo women if you want to narrow it down…and Gerard Way, Hugh Jackman and Robert Downey Jr." He frowned.

Charmase frowned more. "Maybe you just aren't looking hard enough..." He was shocked Ryan hadn't figured out his gender already. "...Never mind. Hey, you want...to go out sometime? I have free time tomorrow...he actually gave me a day off. My boss never gives me days off...or we could go now, if you want."

Sebastian watched them, amused. Once they reached home, he stood up and poked Rail awake. "We're home...let's go..."

"Well I would…" he said thinking with a frown, "My guts telling me somethigs wrong…"

Rail nodded picking up Damon, "Kay you get Gray cuz he's zoned…"

Charmase paused, knowing he wasn't all at fault because the topic of his gender hadn't come up, yet. "You should always go with your gut...tell me. What is it?"

Sebastian scooped up Gray, resting their heads together, and led the way out of the limo.