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Cyborg thought for a moment, "Maybe after everyone gets well, we should go to..." Cyborg was trying to think of a good place to go that was quiet, peaceful, and nice. It was autumn here at the titan's tower, so the best play would be somewhere warmer where you wouldn't have to stay inside or bundle up. "Oh oh oh, I know, what about Florida? Or Ireland, I heard they had great beaches there" Beastboy jumped up with excitement.

Robin took the hot bowl of soup to Starfire's room, Robin had no idea what was going on, he was oblivious to pretty much everything. Cyborg and Beastboy talked about places to go while the others were busy off on their own. Robin knocked quietly on Star's door "Hey Star, are you alright?" Robin asked through it with a quiet tone that could be heard.

Starfire hadn't told anyone, well except maybe Raven, that Star was tired of waiting for Robin to ask her out. Starfire wanted to ask him out, but, she wasn't sure if that was the way that the earthlings did things. Starfire sat up, her hair was a mess from laying down, but, she didn't care when the door opened. "Yes, do you need something Robin?" most of the time she was cheery, however, she did just wake up from a nap. "I wanted to make sure you were alright" Robin replied "Why?" "Because you are my friend, Star" "Friend?" Starfire was a tad hurt by how he said that as if that was the only thing that they were. "I am fine, just let me sleep, alright. I do not wish to eat thank you" and she closed the door leaving him standing there confused.

Robin however shrugged it off going back to the other two, Beastboy was eating his Tofu at the counter table, Cyborg left to check on the computer scanners and make sure everything would be set up correctly so that they could leave in a week. They had decided to give some choices, but, came out to be the best place to go would be Canada, no one would care about who they were there. They wouldn't have to worry about anyone needing saving. And they could have Titans East take over the tower for awhile until they got back.

Raven sighed as she heard the boys discussing things, she was glad they seemed eager to leave, it would do them good. And while they were gone, she could focus on her meditations and make sure that nothing had gotten loose inside her head, like last time. She still loved the Titans as much as she could, but sometimes knew that she needed to be away from them. The constant watchfulness was something that even though she was accustomed to, it didn't make it feel any better. She somewhat wished to have a normal life sometimes, but then she'd have to give up her friends. "Beast Boy, I'm going to check on Starfire." she said, after she saw that Robin had come back empty handed, the girl was probably very confused with her feelings.

(Oh hello there :) how are you today?)

"Does anyone know what is wrong with Starfire?" Robin asked as Beastboy looked at him "dude, you've got to be kidding me right?" Beastboy spoke up almost in disbelief. Everyone knew that Star had liked Robin since their first meeting, minus the kiss. It was easy to tell without even bringing anything up. "What?" Robin threw his hands up in defense like he had no idea what anyone was talking about. Cyborg walked over "What's going on?" "Robin doesn't understand why Star is upset" Beastboy answered the robot human. "Oh come on! Robin you are the best strategist on the team and yet you can't even see whats wrong with her?" Cyborg slapped his hand to his face while Beastboy decided Robin should figure it out for himself. Cyborg agreed but heard Raven say she was going to stop by Starfire's room. "Cool Rae, hopefully we can at least get her out of her room if possible the tower" Cyborg spoke up acknowledging what Raven said while Beastboy continued to argue with Robin over telling him or not.

(I'm fine lolz what about you?)

"Star, it's me..." Raven called softly through the door before being snatched through it by the red head. She could only sigh as the door slammed behind her, making her think that maybe she shouldn't have come right now. Maybe after her headache was under control.

"Raven, does Robin truly not know how I feel?" Starfire asked pacing a little before sitting on her bed and hugging a pillow to her chest, she was distraught that the boy she liked couldn't even tell, or didn't even like her back the way that she did. They'd been through a lot, and he still hadn't noticed that after all this time she got jealous or anxious because of him, how was she supposed to feel?

Raven shook her head and rubbed her temples hard as she tried to formulate something to say to the usually cheerful girl. "He's a bit focused right now, I don't think that he realizes that you want to tell him, because I'm sure Robin does like you like you like him, but he's so fixated on defeating Slade right now. Maybe it would be better for you to go with the boys on the little vacation and tell him straight out then, because he's not going to realize until you tell him Star." Again the dark haired female had to rub her temples and close her eyes, she was going straight to her room after this.

Starfire gasped as Raven suddenly collapsed, she caught her friend before she hit the floor and then had a small panic attack before flying to the living room and calling out, "Raven has fainted!" Her normally panicky voice was very much apparent as well as the concern and agitation she felt.

(tired but okay, just waiting on monday to come lol)

Cyborg looked up like 'What did you just say?' type of look as he quickly turned around facing Starfire, Robin had left the tower shortly before Starfire had came into the living room, and Beastboy instantly ran to Raven's side (not sure where she was, did starfire have her or was she still in the room?) Beastboy placed his hand upon her forehead feeling her temperature "She feels warm, Cyborg!" Beastboy called for the robot who came up next to him. Cyborg scanned her vital signs realizing she was just sick. "It's okay, It's okay, she is just sick. It looks like a cold, I think we should post pone the trip" Cyborg spoke up. Beastboy picked up Raven "I'm taking her to her room, when she wakes up I will ask her about the trip if she wants to go or not" Beastboy said as he left heading to her bedroom. Once in the room he placed her on the bed after taking her cloak off so that she wouldn't choke in it while sleeping. Taking her covers, he placed them over her, "Rae are you alright? Rae?" Beastboy spoke concerned. Cyborg stayed to try to calm down Starfire.

(I see, well what happens then?)

When Raven opened her eyes, Beast Boy was there. And she grabbed onto him, hugging him tightly to her, a few tears escaped the corners of her eyes as she shuddered slightly. Her body was hot and shivery, her skin clammy and a bit pasty looking. The nightmare she'd had had involved so much death, but it was the death of her friends that had scared her, Beast Boys the most. He'd laid, mutilated beyond description, with a message written into his skin, when she remembered that she ran to the waste bin and was repeatedly sick, before slowly drooping to the floor, her energy spent.

(I was going to get my drawing tablet but mom has to put my money in the bank for me to get it)

Beastboy placed his arms around Raven trying to comfort her until she had pulled away running over to the waste basket. "Raven, I think you should stay home from the trip, I think we all will, we don't want to leave you here by yourself" Beastboy spoke staying on the bed, he wasn't sure if she would want him close. But, that hug earlier did make his heart speed up and he wasn't sure if he could hear anything else.

Raven sighed as she laid on the floor, feeling much better. Even though her headache wasn't fully gone. Her mind however was fuzzy and clouded as was her vision, making it hard for her to see. She found that her powers were inconsistent right now; coming and going as they pleased. So she reached a weak hand towards Beast Boy. "Can you help me to the bed?" she asked in a horse weak voice, almost feeling like a child. She wanted to cry because of her weakness, but knew she couldn't, she needed to keep her emotions under some control.

(sorry thought i'd replied)

(nah its cool)

"Yea come on Rae" Beastboy picked up Raven in his arms, making sure he had his balance, he stood up walking over to her bed "I think I'll tell the others to go and we can stay here" Beastboy was worried about Raven and didn't think her moving around much would be a good idea. He laid her down and pulled the covers up over her "Do you want anything else? Anything at all?" Beastboy asked.

"Just some water." she said and then fell back with relief onto her pillows, everything spun a little as she opened her eyes. God but she hated feeling weak, everything seemed so much gloomier then. She wished that she didn't have to depend upon Beast Boy, he'd just gotten a little happy after the Terra incident and here she was piling her burdens on him, she knew better than that. She sighed and turned over, covering her head with her blanket. Beast Boy was the one thing she knew she couldn't and shouldn't have. It was something she had to tell herself everyday, else she'd tell him how she'd felt. And she knew she could never do that.

(I'm going to post now, I won't be on until the evening around 6-7)

Beastboy walked away and out of her room to go get her a glass of water. He explained to the titans that they should still go without Raven and himself so that Raven could get well. "I have to get back, she wanted a glass of water" Beastboy responded as he left for her room with the glass. "Rae?" Beastboy asked walking back into her room closing the door quietly. "I uh convinced the others to go without us" Beastboy spoke as he sat on her bed holding the water out for her.

"Alright..." she said as she rubbed her forehead, why couldn't she seem to control herself now of all times? He'd just lost Terra, what was she thinking, simple she wasn't. She wanted to tell him but knew she couldn't; this was possibly what added to her condition. She made sure to pull the covers even further up and turned away from him, right now seeing his face could cause one of the worse possible situations for her, not to mention him. She didn't want to burden him with her thoughts, so she'd keep them to herself.

(sorry for being late I'm back on track now)

"Do you want me to get you anything else?" Beastboy asked, he was going to go to his room for a bit if no one needed him. However, if Raven did then that would mean he would stay, he wouldn't let anyone down, not like he did with Terra. Now Terra didn't even know who he was after the whole incident with Slade, even though Beastboy had liked Terra for awhile, he knew that she wouldn't remember him which was both good and bad. If she remembered, then it would make it hard on both of them, not including the team. It would be good if she remembered, because things could go back the way they were before, almost, well okay maybe not.

She wanted really badly to tell him to stay but her pride wouldn't let her. The truth was, she was scared of Terra, or rather his feelings for her. They had been strong and pure, they could have had a life together after the Titans were done with the Teen Superhero work. But not her and him, Beastboy, sweet though he was, couldn't handle her. The mood swings, magic and issues that revolved around her were mostly too much for her to deal with. There was no way to break that gently to him, to explain everything with the hope of being accepted. Because it was true, Raven did love Beastboy, but she didn't want anyone to know, no one should know. "No, thanks Beastboy." her voice was muffled and definitely stiffled.

"Well if you do, I'll have my communicator and be in my room Rae" Beastboy spoke, his voice a tad sad. He was liking the fact he could help Raven, or anyone for that matter. "Seeya, sleep tight" and with that he walked away slowly opening her door and stepping out. He couldn't handle everything happening lately, it might have been some time, but, it was still alot to accept. Beastboy closed her door and walked to his room as Starfire zoomed by apparently upset, most likely at Robin and Cyborg was still explaining things which would be even more lame for her to be around them. A couple hours passed as Beastboy laid asleep on his bed, he had been thoughtful so much that he didn't realize he passed out. Starfire wanted to go to the mall and get new clothes. But, Robin said they had to go. No one said anything about leaving as the three left for vacation leaving Beastboy and Raven alone in the tower.

Raven had gotten up about 15 minutes ago, and was sitting on the coach downstairs, looking at the sunset. She sighed and then rubbed her forehead a little, rubbing away the headache again, but she couldn't rightly make it go away. She didn't feel like using the mirror at this point in time, it might turn out worse than it already was. And that wasn't acceptable, she knew she was left here with Beastboy which probably meant that she needed to leave, she was determined to leave him the space he needed while she tried to work through her feelings which were primarily centered to the green boy. She was conflicted but couldn't let that stop her from moving away from him for the time being, just to spare him the issues it that would come with being with her.