Memory, my biggest enemy :illgetu:

Haha, if I was a skinny gayboy, it'd probably be hard to keep my clothing on at all times. xDD;

Kah: mine as well Dx
but also is bike being stolen D=
after that is when all the weight just started to pour on.

Aww D: My only ways to loose weight is to get stomach poisoning and oversleeping >o> Or at least, they seem to be the only things that have worked these past 4 years xD

*tries frantically to catch up with conversation*

lets see when i was younger i was gender confused but then i started hating the male parts completely....i use to wish i could turn into a boy but then when i was about 7 i made a really weird wish that i could have both parts and pick what i wanted to be day by day ....... i was a weird child........

shadow *blushes* do you need another slave hunn?

outside secks is cool especially on a trampoline (no fence)

and if i was a gay boy i would still be loli *sticks out tongue* so not really taking my clothing off alot.

Happy coming out day!

In support of coming out day I tried to come out to my dad yesterday. Totally, did not go as planed. D:

in honor of coming out day i will wear my "out and proud" tank top to thanksgiving dinner tonight (and eat my eggplant *licks lips* no icky meat for me)

umi you said it didnt go as planned how did it go?

sacrilegious: Well, I got my dad alone and I was about to come out to him, but then my mom came into the room and said that she wanted to talk to me. I'm out to my mom but not to my dad or brother. She told me to not come out to my dad because I need to 'wait and consider the family first.' She pretty much said that I was being selfish and didn't consider any one elses feelings on the matter. She has like this perfect plan of when and where and who I'm going to come out to. It's kinda rediculous. So in the end I didn't come out to my dad and now I feel like I'm on a guilt trip. D':

that is a guilt trip massivly, umm lets see what is more non-considerate allowing for your father to find out some other way about you and know that you lied to him for however long, or allowing your father to know the real you and allow him to know how much he means to you, ....just a nother way to look at things. talk to your mom maybe she will understand.

Yeah, I'll try to talk to my mom some more about it. Thanks for your support.

I was never gender-confused. I love being female and always have.
National Coming-Out Day....:D I'm already out to everyone but my dad and he...well...he'll find out when I move out.
Good luck, Umi! D:

hope it goes well with your mom umi then hopefully you can have a heart to heart with your dad <3 good luck lovie

Didn't know there existed a "Coming-out Day" :shock: Not that I would celebrate and/or come out... :|

SR: xD i can always use some more slave girlies -snuggles her and cling-

Kah: well, I think i lost 2 lbs, last time i was at the doctors it was 250 and now it's only 248 <3 i'm on my wayyyy
huzzah!

shadow: yay i like new masters *sticks out tongue*

p.s. you r irl pics you do not look 248 maybe at most not even 200, and very pretty <3

Hola everybody!

Dang, I haven't been online in awhile >.<

I'm bored as hell xD

bored isnt fun, oh im sending you the picture today i forgot to send it earlier

Oh okayz! I can't wait to see it! ^__^

i kind of altered your avi's a little though

That's totally fine with me ^_^

yay, they look kind of cute.......how are you?

Awesome! <333

I'm doing pretty good, bored and wishing the day would get better >.<

However, I have made up my mind about myself :3

care to elaborate or is it personal?

Well, I have concluded that I am a complete gothic nerd who has finally found true love for the first time in her life but because I have emotional issues it's like I'm trying to drive him away, but I don't want to do that ><