I'm really sorry. Its hard to watch someone you love go through health problems like that. :/

Thank you Seito. Payment will be on the way shortly. Just need to decide on which other time to get you.

*flops* I think I'm down drawing for the night. :O
I think I'll do Cora's tomorrow.

---------- Post added 01-01-2015 at 09:47 PM ----------

Originally Posted by blueblackrose

Thank you Seito. Payment will be on the way shortly. Just need to decide on which other time to get you.

owo b Sure thing 8D

Dystopia: I know that if it wasn't for Rick, I would have fallen apart. He kept me from doing things I'd regret, more times than I can remember. Which is one of the only things I do remember from that time.

Well, I'm glad you had the support you needed to pull through. c:

Eh, I'm still struggling, still - 10 years later. But he stopped me from basically getting in trouble with the school for fighting with people who told me to "stop talking about that stupid horse". -.- I nearly hit her for calling him stupid. All the rest of my so called friends didn't even bother to try to help me. D: They just ignored me and left me alone, when I needed them the most.

Well, I hope things are easier for you and continue to get easier for you.

Ugh, i would hate that. Its really hard loosing a horse, ive never had one myself but a neighbour of mine did, it was like she'd lost a child. She won awards jumping with him and everything and when he had to be put down after a bad illness. Oh man.

She has his ribbons and a lock of his hair in a frame with a picture of her riding him over a jump over her fireplace now. He will always be there with her, even if it's just a little bit ^_^

She has 3 horses now haha, One for her, one for hubby, and a pony for her son ^_^

Goddammit why am I the only one without a horse in my life LOL.

Oh, I Was in tears, so many times. I met the woman he was going to, Mel - my neighbor and Nemo's true owner, wanted me to meet her and let her know what I thought of her. Seeing him being loaded in that trailer and leaving... Omg, I'm almost in tears now thinking about it. T_T

Lavi, you know Nemo, my baby, that's the one who I lost... I miss him so much. T_T

And that was 10 years ago... :/ Going from spending EVERY day with him... to not even having him around. T_T Omg, stupid painful.

BUt yeah, people who don't sympathise made me angry. They wouldnt like it if they lost a relative and people said shut up or i don't care. Just cause it's an animal doesnt make it any different. If you love something, no matter what it is, it hurts like hell when they're gone.

We lost our family dog a border collie almost a year ago and my mum still cries at least once a week over him. He was her baby, and even though we've got another dog, she still grieves for him. Poor mum. I miss him too, but im slowly getting better, i just hope one day to have another dog like him, he was perfecto! <33

Sammy our new chi is lovely too, and the older he gets the more i feel for him, i'm VERY protective of him with him being so small, so i know i'd be super upset if anything would happen to him.

THAT REMINDS ME, I NEED TO CALL THE VETS IN HALF HOUR WHEN THEY OPEN!

---------- Post added 01-02-2015 at 09:03 AM ----------

Yeah i knew who you meant CLoud don't worry *huggles*

Calling him stupid was the last straw... -.- Sorry I was hurting... -.- I can GUARANTEE too if you went for months with "Oh we may need to put him down." "Oh he'll be fine." "Well maybe not..." MONTHS... -.- It was pure torture!

Oh, yes, that'd be a good thing to find out.

mm. I try not to expect people to be sympathetic or understanding. People take care of themselves and their own, and I don't think its my place to expect them to treat me as one of their own unless we have a close relationship. One person can't take care of everyone, y'know?

Yeah, but to act like I'm being unreasonable because I'm in pain because my baby is in pain and we may have to put him down... -.- Sorry... But being a bitch to someone who's in pain because someone they love is in pain.

I'm NOT asking people to take care of me... JUST not expect me to be happy and smiley all the time, especially when something liket that is going on. -.-

---------- Post added 01-02-2015 at 12:06 AM ----------

Nevermind, I'm really going now... apparently I'm just the stupid person that apparently I just expect people to have a LITTLE BIT more common decency than to expect someone going through a loss... to be totally happy and whatnot all the time. But whatever. I'll just leave now. Sorry I bothered any of you. -.-

Well Yeah dyso if your not close i get that, i think. You don't have to be there or take care of them but if they are saying they are upset you can at least sympathise instead of just telling them to shut up complaining.

Naw, I understand. You feel what you feel. And I think you had good reason to be sad.

Oh Seito. The art of Rayne goes to Kilia and the art of Ara'mis goes to Esmme. I forgot to mention that when I posted the forms.

Originally Posted by blueblackrose

Oh Seito. The art of Rayne goes to Kilia and the art of Ara'mis goes to Esmme. I forgot to mention that when I posted the forms.

Doh almost missed the form. *Had to go back to find them*

Okay~ owo b

Is the red and sakura chime dress and white chime ears for your art or your art and these two? :O I don't wanna accept the trade yet if it's for the other two too.

You never bother me darling, I'll be on FB. Go do your things! And no stressing please! *hugs*

Im usually the one that tries to keep things bottled up so i don't often tell people if i'm upset unless they are close friends. But sometimes people need to let it off and talk about it, all they want is for somebody to say it'll be ok and i'm sorry to hear that. Being brushed off is never a nice feeling when you are already down.

We've all been there, and if we haven't. We will be there at some point. Being nice is free. More people should do it ^_^

Hey all, I should really be heading to bed soon, i want to get a few of those chime dresses before i do, they are just too cute.

Hello Spice 8D

I know what you mean. They're super cute!

They are indeed, they were one of the first sets i got, i wanted to get the expensive chime first so i didnt struggle to get them at the end xD

I haven't gone shopping yet. xD (I would close the store first)

But I'm gonna go after those totally owo b

get to it Seito! I just finished off the cushy sets yay!

Now i need to decide if i want the watchmen tunics, or just get the rest of the hair pins. Not sure i could use them, but maybe my male mulee could??