T 3T why sy... why would you do that *nose runs away* aww... crap... hold on. I gotta go catch that...

Because me and my bf decided that we weren't going to do anything special for valentines, since our 1 yr anniversary is in March. So I got this text late last night, saying that he got me a present. His mom was gloating about it! (she texts me as well) And I was told, I'm not allowed to get him anything, that my company is enough. His mom already cleared it with mine that I could sleep over at his place on sunday!

So as sweet as he is for the semi-surprise (which btw, I hate surprised, with a passion. Hate getting presents that I don't know what they are [birthdays, and christmas are killer for me]), I'm going to kill him, and his mother for being in on it. -.-

Sy! That is absolutely NO reason to kill someone. Wouldn't you rather be with someone who cares and wants to surprise you than to be with someone who forgets about you T 3T.... and says that they don't trust you no more, and yells at you for nothing, and who would even get into a straight up fist fight with you... <.< It could be so much worse *puts runny nose back on* *sigh* *burries self in snow and mumbles* Don't dig me out, just leave me here please

*sigh* you're right... *buries herself beside you* I'm not digging you out. I'm keeping you company. ^.^ *holds your hand*
*hug* that person sounds awful.


You know the last time I had a boyfriend on Valentines. He made me this wonderful spaghetti supper. We had the house to ourselves( .......I watched t.v. he played WOW *eyeroll*), then he dumped me the next day.

That person would be my husband *cries and tears freeze to face*

Wow... I got dumped the week before valentines in HS and have had bad luck the whole month since then. And I guess I still do...

AW! *hugs tighter* Thats not good Zeph! Why does he say such hurtful things? oh poor love!

Because he's a stupid man. Stupid, stupid man. I shouldn't put up with this crap. I should have noticed the trend before but this marriage was kinda like a hail mary to save a dying relationship. Before me, he never kept a job, has 2 kids, skipped out on child support for one of them, his mom has the other, has already been divorced once, after his deployment he just sat around on unemployment... what the heck was I thinking. Sure he could be sweet and he's fine as hell but damn, I'm an idiot. He runs away from every one of his responsibilities that he ever had.

I have to go to work now <.<

And he blames me for everything, never appologizes, never says he's sorry, says that I deserve whatever I get but I don't deserve someone as great as him... oh boy... I was pretty dumb to fall for him. T 3T

*hugs* Love is blind honey. Love is blind.

Hello Ladies

*pokes head in* hello?

hey Nao! Hi Aine!

*twirls*

okay, what happen you where in a killing mood now your in a happy mood, what happen, did you get a 100% on a test?

no idea.Class hasn't started yet. I just feel good, yeah know?

so its one of theose i have no clue but i feel good moods? i get those, i will be super happy tommorrow, caialin come home for a visit

*noms on people* me have yummy lunch and talked to my brother too!!

*comes in drooling* food... i've got....FOOD!

ya!!! *cheers then stops suddenly* poo, I don't have food though....

So i've got news then. Seems that I'll be heading out friday at about 2pm. But I'm turning my internet in tomorrow. They scared me earlier today saying that we were going in at 8am tomorrow morning and then staying thre til 1am friday when we'd fly out, that would have meant that I'd have to hand over the interweb today... but thankfully, I don't. Haha!

that's good! you still have a little bit more time!!!!!

Yeah! A little bit! I was really worried. I thought that I was gonan have to run home and disconnect everything! I guess... i'm just gona ahve to stay up all night soaking up the cartoons and stupid things they put on cable cause I won't have it for a long time. I'm gonan miss being able to record anything and pause it and rewind it and watch it later *clings to episodes of south park that are stored waiting to be watched* I-I... I will watch you all! Someday! *heartfelt sob*

wow, better soak it all up now!! so you can dream of silly things to amuse yourself like your own tv!!

I'm planning on taking a lot of books with me. It won't last me that long really but it will be something. I have a lot that I've gotten that I just haven't had the time or the desire to read, so I guess I'll be catching up on that. And who knows, maybe I'll write in my story. It's always fun to look at it again, but when it's been so long that I forget what I write it's like reading a whole new story almost, til I get to the end and am like "awww... what happens next?" *blank look* "Oh yeah... I wrote this..." So of course there is no ending! I just can't write endings... T^T Even if it's really not the end of my series. I'll have to put it down on paper though, so I can share my ideas with the world :P

yes, once you read all that stuff, you'll have to write your own story for sure! when else would be a better time? i love writing endings!! and beginnings sometimes too, but the middle...not so much. sharing is caring!

ugh... sharpening colored pencils 3:

I have tons of ideas for stories, all the beginnings and middles, and then what would happen in the next story but the endings just escape me. Maybe after I get a lot written down I'll mail it to you and you can give me an idea for the ending :P