Tana likes drools, I think. :drool: That's why Tana is all covered in pie. lol

Hi Tana!

Hi Compy. I'm back for a bit.

Oh good, I'm glad drool is accepted here. Now I don't have to be on good behavior. Mwahahaha.

Computosaurus- Welcome back! As usual the best thing you can do is make yourself available to socialize... which isn't too much to ask, I pray. Also, on a really random side note, with the angle at which my monitor is tilited, it looks like your hair is 'invisible' against the white background, which is rather creepy yet cool.

Hello everyone. :) Welcome to the peoples that are new.

My life is all right, just the usual and I forgot to get up for class this morning. Ugh! Also finding out that your pharmacy was raided by the Feds isn't fun either. :( I hope to get my scripts to a new one soon... Stupid pharmacy did illegal things and now I pay the price. >_<;

That sucks Lizzy! O_O What on earth did they do?

I'm really relieved that my hubby's meds came in the mail today. I was getting concerned....actually I'm still concerned but I figure the meds can't hurt and they might help keep him stable until his therapy appointment. O_o' He's really wigging me out the last couple of weeks with his suicide jokes and other less joking comments. :headdesk: I have to stay positive for him even when everything around us is falling apart and it's starting to get to me. And I can't even blame him for it, he can't help the way he feels and I have asked him repeatedly to let me know when he's feeling that way and not try to hide it from me. Bottling it up just leads to him doing stupid, sneaky things and I'd rather know to watch him and if need be to call for help.

Sorry for venting a bit. I'm just really stressing out over him. Hello to any new peoples. Please don't let me scare you off. *huggles*

They were selling drugs on the black market. :O! It was on my local CBS affiliate.

My roomate is depressed and between that and a bitchy note from my apartment manager (wanting to talk to 'work something out' about smoking.... yeah my guest that was here for 2 1/2 days smoked OUTSIDE on the patio.... geez). It was right after the episode of Supernatural with the dream root and the "Dean vs Dean" part... low self esteem, not lifting a finger to stop himself from going to hell...

I actually yelled at my roomate saying that the verbal and emotional abuse from his father was NOT RIGHT (he said 'maybe sometimes it is'), I said never, the toxic work environment with people getting hired, fired, rehired, jerked around, yelled out, a supervisor/boss having a coke and other habit and bleeding on things is a TOXIC environment he needs to get out of...

But I can't do these things for him... I was so frustrated I grabbed a palm full of Holy Water and threw it on him to try to 'snap him out of it'. After that he hasn't talked to me for two days for the most part. He's been going to bed three hours earlier than normal and won't say but one sentence unless I prod him and then he will just sit there in silence for half an hour. It's making me want to do horrendous things to myself and the suicidal ideations are back.

I'm also quite sorry to hear that so many of you are having Med complications x_x

I listened to Placebo's "Meds" earlier tonight and actually started crying, (even though my drugs make it really hard to cry, supressing depression and anxiety). I did 'crow' makeup earlier and haven't taken it off yet. I'll just wear it until it wears off assuming I don't retouch it. I'm wearing a mask of pain.

:( I hope your roommate gets help. Also there should be a "smoking" area in most buildings. :S

Also I notice people on Menewsha are getting a tad bit rude in the Life Issues section. I might write a Menewsha blog about that.

Most of the time, everyone is all right. :S I don't think I'll ever post any mental illness questions or life issues similar to that in the Life Issues section. I don't want to be accused of faking what I have. >_<;

*huggles Crow* Hang in there. Don't let your roommate drag you down with him. I hope he gets some help but you have to think of your own health first if you want to help him. Two depressed people can be a bad combination.

Sheesh, faking? Why would anyone fake something like a mental illness? And even if they were, how does someone know that over the internet and what right do they have to even suggest it? Some people have no compassion.

I don't know, but I seem some "rudeness" lately throughout the forms. :(

Anyways that shouldn't scare new members away, this site is still a great site. ^_^;

Absolutely. I've only encountered a couple of rude people on this site in the almost two years I've been a member and I'm on almost every day. ^_^ Most people on mene are incredibly nice.

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I like Lizzy's flying mail carrier avi by the way. lol. Just needs doggies with jetpacks to chase you. ;)

Yeah, that's true. :) I only saw a few rude people on Menewsha, and it just doesn't seem right. :S

Thanks, Boo. :) I like your avi too. ^_^;

Thanks! I'm a sceery monster!! Rawr!! Grr! Narfle!! lol.

For anyone who doesn't 'know' me and happens to come across the wrong post of mine, I could definately be interpreted as rude, in fact I was by a staff member before I ended up befriending them.

That's because when I'm in a decent mood, well I'm a bit of a smartass :) But as I've said for well over a decade "I'd rather be a smartass than a dumbass any day of the week".

*tackles Crow-papa and luffs on*
:3

Greetings, Hime-sama. I need all the 'luff' I can get right now. I seem to have been walking a tightrope above a pit of depression, when not already having fallen. Things have been less than fun, but I'm still here, which means I still have work to do. I've also been listening to some songs from "The Crow" soundtrack on repeat...

well Crow-papa I will give you all the luff I can give while I am at home since my school has no internet :cry:

Ello Crow. You remind me of one of my friends on Gaia. Hes pretty awesome.Gives away all his gold. His hangout thread is my "safe haven" per say. its away from all the rudeness

Tana will Luff on Crow Sama!!!

Boo will give Crow snuggles and loves as well!! *huggles* You're awesome! And don't let anyone tell you otherwise. :yes:

Tana's head hurts T_T

My everything hurts
and its cold



and i donate blood tomorrow. :)
its the 31st. the day that Lily and james potter died... I'm going to wear my gryffindor shirt.

Happy Halloween peoples! ^_^

I can't wait for the event. :D! I hope it comes soon.

It's looking like the event won't start until at least tomorrow. Maybe they're having trouble with it. *shrugs* I'm really looking forward to it as well.