hummy: I don't think it's stupid to be sad about the things you have lost lately.
Wouldn't it be abnormal to not be sad about loss?
I am finding myself excessively sad lately...
I don't like the place I'm living at...the people at this apartment complex are not friendly.
I haven't seen Hope for nearly 3 weeks...but I do text her every night at bedtime.
I don't have friends to talk to in real life.
The only family I have are my kids and they are too busy with their lives to even text me unless I text them first.
I told my oldest daughter that I have been depressed for a while and all she could say was that she hopes I feel better soon.
The BF knows that I am seriously depressed but he doesn't know what to do to help.
I find it hard to go to sleep at night, then I dread getting up.
I need to talk to my doctor, but I know she will want me to take some kind of antidepressant, and I don't want to do that because of the fear of suicidal thoughts.
I haven't had suicidal thoughts lately...I just feel totally unmotivated and sad all the time.
I watch a lot of TV to keep my mind off of being sad.
I just keep hoping that something will change and I will feel better soon.