Kyo smiled and finished eating his food. "so do you go to school or what?" he asked. Kyo was beginning to realize that they still didn't really know about eachother; well, at least he didn't know about Minho. he got up taking the empty dishes and putting them in the sink as he waited for the responce.

"Yup. I bwo cu skul.Hite skul ow" He replied with food full inside his mouth.

He tried fast to finish his food. He chewed it pretty rough that some foods spitted out from his mouth.

Kyo laughed, "why don't you finish eating and then talk to me." he sat and watched Minho finish eating and then took his plate when he was done and put it in the sink.
"ok, now what were you saying?"

He hurriedly trying to finish the food inside his mouth. Forgot to wipe out his mouth he replied, "Yup. I go to school. High school now. " he then showed a big smile

kyo smiled back trying not to laugh. "cool. you should probably go get ready then," he commented. "i'll take you to school."
he got up and started to clean the dishes.

His eyes widened.

"N.. No don't." he answered quickly. He then stood up and prepared himself to leave.

"Sorry.. it just that.... everything happens so quick. I need some time to clear my mind and get everything right. And beside . . . I don't want to ruin your career." he added. A second later, his mobile was ringing.

"Hello?" answered Minho.

"Minho! dude where are you! your parents were looking for you! OMG!!! can't you please lemme know in advance if you wanna crash at someone's place prior doing that?" replied Ryo who called and was worried of Minho whereabout.

"I. . . I am sorry Ryo. Btw do me a favor hun..." he replied with a sexy tone because it was the way he joked with Ryo and the rest of his friend. He did not realise Kyo was actually there and high change he would misunderstand.

"Hmmm. . . Your uniform and stuff, right?" Ryo replied after a chuckle.

"Tell me WHY should I do that for YOU?" he added.

Minho chuckled and replied, "Cos... I love you too? "

Kyo set the dishes down in the sink, listening to the half of the conversation that was going on. I knew it was too good to be true.... he thought to himself. His shoulders seemed to ripple from being tense with anger. He rinsed his hands and dried them before walking into his work room and slamming the door shut behind him. It was all he could do for now, or else something bad might really happen, and he didn't want to be that type of person.

His heart almost jumped out when he heard the slammed door.

"Huh? What's with that noise?" Ryo asked

"Urhm nothing... Anyway I will text you later. Don't forget to bring them for me okay " he replied hurriedly before hung up without letting Ryo spoke any words.


Oh no. What have I done?

He walked and stood up in front of the the room he thought the noise came from. Hesitatingly he knocked on the door. "Kyo... Are you there? What's wrong?"

Kyo heard a lite tap on the door and looked over at it out of the corners of his eyes. then hearing Minho speak he looked back at his computer. "Just go to school and your 'hun'," he said with a bitter tone. He hated having to be mean but what else could he do? he already almost killed himself from the last relationship being a total lie; which only the band members knew about, the press was told he went on vacation for a month. he couldn't let that happen again.

His eyes were widened as he held his surprise hearing the words that Kyo uttered to him.
"GASP... Kyo . . . lemme explain it to you. Open the door." He said while knocking the door numerous times. He stopped then leaned his back against the door, he slowly sat down on the floor.

"He is one of my close friends. You saw him on the day we met. That kind of calling is meant to be our common joke. I did not you take it wrong thing. " he mentioned it with his eyes were closed and one of his hands placed to support his head.

He then stood up after being ignored for few minutes. " I guess this would not work with us. There is no such trust upon us. " He added while wiping his tears.

Minho went to the bedroom to tidy up himself before leaving the place

After a few minutes of thinking, Kyo got up and opened the door only to find that Minho was no longer there. He then went to his bedroom and looked in. He crossed his arms and leaned against the door frame. "it would have been nice if you explained that to me sooner," he said, then he walked in and sat on the bed. "I understand if you want to wait before doing certain things, but with everything else, you need to treat me like a boyfriend. Just because i'm an idol, doesn't mean i don't have feelings. I need someone that will understand me if i have a hard time with something. I need someone to be as honest as possible with me. I want to look forward, not back. Is it possible for you to do that?"

Minho was wearing his shoes when Kyo came and spoke to him.

Explain? Sooner? what the heck are you talking about? How am I going to do that when you suddenly shut me out like that

He took a deep breath and sighed. Then he looked at Kyo.
"Do you realise with what you just said? How am I going to be able to tell you when I was in the middle of conversation when you suddenly crossed at me? "

He shook his head then tied up the left side of his Nike x Cassette Playa Dunk sneaker. He then wore the other sneaker of his.

" How am I going to look forward with you when you make assumption just like that? Do you think it's not hard for me to putting my hope to be with you? Do you think its that easy to liking you and putting my trust on you? You are being myopia. . . And I don't know now." he added with his tears slowly flowing.

He stood up and opened the door to leave

Kyo clinched his teeth, listening to Minho. He turned his head away, not sure what he was going to say but that didn't matter. The thoughts of death raced back in his head as he felt everything slipping away, out of his grasp once more. After Minho left, Kyo went into his work room and turned his house into "lock down" so that no one could get in or out. He needed to be alone again. he needed to gather his thoughts; hopefully it'll be before their show tonight.

Minho walked few steps aways then stared at the house of Kyo.

Please chase me. Please say you can change. Please.... I mean after I have been waiting for so long....

He waited for few minutes yet Kyo did not even show up to the point Minho had given up.
He walked with his head down. He took out his iPhone and played Kyo's song causing his tears to flow from his eyes.

He sobbed while walking to the place to meet up with Ryo. He wiped out his tears trying to hide everything just happened.

"Hey ..." said Ryo waving at him. He did not continue his sentence as he saw the crying face of Minho. He ran to him and hugged him.

"whats wrong?" he asked while patting Minho who bursted into tears.

"Just lemme cry for a bit he said." he said without telling Ryo.


Few days later, on the night before Kyo's concert, Minho stared blankly at the wall poster in his room. A poster of Kyo.

With sad eyes, he came to the wall and caress the pict of Kyo's cheek. Quietly he sobbing.

It's been few days and yet he never contacted me. Does this mean it really is over?

He grabbed his iPhone and found Kyo's number. Even tho he was so hesitate to text Kyo, at the end he sent him a message


How are you? Iam fine and I hope you are doing fine as well since tomorrow is your concert
I will come and give you my support as I always do.

He was about to delete the sentence 'I am fine' since clearly he was not. But he did not want Kyo to think of him as someone who would nag at Kyo.

He sent the message and few minutes later Ryo called.

"Hey Minho!" he said

"Ya? What's up?" Minho replied

" You going to concert tomorrow?" Ryo asked.

"Yea of course! " Minho replied

"Cool! I got myself another ticket so I can accompany you." Ryo added

Recieving the text, Kyo looked at his phone and read it. His heart skipped a beat as he got up off his couch. the man started writting things down on a piece of notebook paper and then called his band up telling them that he was fine and the concert was on.

((concert))

On stage about to play the last song of the night, Kyo stops to speak to his fans.
"You all having fun??!!" he asked his crowd. "good, good. this last song is new. just made it last night so please bear with us as we play it. heh. I, uh, I'd like to dedicate this song to someone that a few days ago, i have lost under stupid circumstances. Minho, this one's for you."
((song))
After the show, Kyo walked backstage and washed the sweat from his face. he waited for a phone call or something from Minho.

His heart melted when he heard the song was dedicated for him. The lyrics and the melody somehow made him burst into tears. He could not stop his overflowed tears but somehow managed to sobbed quietly.

Ryo was beside Minho. He could not understand why Minho was crying. All he could do was placing his hand on Minho's shoulder.

After the concert ended, Minho walked with Ryo outside. With Ryo's hand still wrapped on Minho's shoulder, Minho tried to grab his mobile as he was desperately wanting to call Kyo.

After a few minutes Kyo walked out into the crowd of fans. the first to see him started screaming and the rest joined in as they realized what was going on. He smiled at everyone and even stopped for a few photographs and to sign things. But his main goal was to find Minho, even though it would be hard. Kyo pushed himself through the crowd.

Ryo saw a bunch of people gathered at some point. Perhaps it was one of the band came out He thought.

"Are you doing okay now? " Ryo asked turning his attention to Minho.

Minho wiped out his tears. "Yes... sorry.. I bet I look so pathetic now. "

Ryo helped Minho wiped out the tears on Minho's face. " It's all right. I mean, how long we have known each other?" he replied with a smile


Somehow, Minho started to notice the loud noise the crowd made.

"What's going on down there?" he asked Ryo.


Ryo just shrugged his shoulder. "Like I know? Lets go somewhere more quiet. "

Minho nodded. He did not realise that Ryo's hand was on his shoulder. Ryo's heart almost bursted out excitedly and nervously for he rarely had a chance to do something like this.

Minho took out his mobile and wrote a message to Kyo.

Well done with your concert. Congratulation!!! ^ o ^
Thanks for the last song that you dedicated for me. Seems like everything are over for us eh?
I am sorry for giving you a painful memory.

Reading the message, Kyo tensed. he wasn't done trying to get him back. the man pressed the 'talk' botton and waited for Minho to answer while still trying to walk through the crowd of fans.

"Ryo... Can you hold on my bad while am going to toilet? I wanna wash my face ..." Minho asked Ryo kindly and of course with a smile Ryo agreed.
"Sure why not?" he replied.

Minho went to the toilet and washed his face when suddenly his phone inside his bad was vibrating. Ryo was curious. He took out Minho's mobile and the caller ID was written as "<3"

Huh? Who is this? He asked inside his mind.

His curiousity drove him to answer the phone call. "Hello?"

Kyo was a little confussed at this voice. He had to glance at his phone quick to make sure he had the correct number.
"uh.... is Minho there?" he asked. he had gotten out of the crowd and behind a fence so that the raging fans couldn't interupt him.

Ryo was a bit tense. He did not know who he was speaking with and yet he wanted to talk with Minho.
"And who might you be?" he asked

"This is Kyo," he replied, a little irritated that this guy won't hand the phone over to its owner. He looked at the crowd of people and say some of them trying to take pictures. He just turned his back to them, not interested in posing at the moment.

his body stiffed as he heard that name.

What? Huh so that's how it is. It went more than good last time they met huh? That probably explains the tears
"What do you want from him? " he asked.

"Who is this?" he asked, dodging the last question. He didn't like it when other people got in his buisness.