The man shruggedshiftong more so the boys was laying against his chest . He felt like a mother . He used to want to be one when he was little he wanted to be a mommy and a house wife... He was raised in a house full of girls and a dad he never saw . He wasn't one bit manly other then his looks which weren't saying much . He was a pretty man and young looking . He needed to get someone in his life an intament person. He pulled out a needle from his pocket and injected it into the iv .*

Beju started feeling really good and sleepy . He looked up and the male smiled at him as he feel asleep a stronge senative knocking the kid out cold.*

Riku looked up when he saw the doctor moving from the corner of his eye. But he looked back down at his book. Just injecting someting into the iv. He didn't need to know what he was doing. He didn't really care about medical things.

The doctor tossed the needle into the hazard bin not moving from under the passed out boy. " Your brothers very sweet riku." He breathed just wanting to break the silence. " i understand why he did it , it was more for the fact he is uncomfortable in his wn skin probably harashed at school." He breathed and petted the boys hair.

"Well.. I wouldn't know how he's treated I school. I barely see him." Riku said, not looking up again. He just wanted for the doctor to go away so that he could be alone. Well... Almost alone. But Beju was sleeping so that counted. It was close enough to being alone.

the doctor sighed. " Maybe you should make a habbit of trying to see him in school. it might make him feel better about himself you know see/ing something familar in the hazy of hate ." He breathed and sighed softly. he could feel the boy wanted him gone so he tried to get off but the other boy clung to him.

"Maybe I will.." Riku said. Though he knew that he probably wouldn't. He barely even saw Beju at school. His brother wasn't the type of person that fitted in with his group of friends. Which was another reason he didn't really talk to him. Maybe he shouldn't have been ignoring him for so long.

the man undid the sleeping boys hands . " It would probably help alot ." He breathed and go out of the bed as the boy curled around his pillow so cutely. " ill give him my number to so he has someone on the same level as him." He added more to himself fixing his coat and looking at the time. " Your parents should be back soon ill talk to them when they arrive." He stated and headed out wondering if the boy questioned what he ment by same level.

Riku didn't look up as the doctor left. He kept his eyes on his book. A few hours later, their parents arrived. By then, he was asleep in the chair. Their parents looked at their sleeping boys and smiled slightly. Then stepped out into the hall so that they wouldn't wake them up.

The doctor smiled at the parents who came into the hall. " I understand why your son tried to kill himself its truely not your fault but this day and ages fault." He breathed and gestured ffor them to sit and eat with him. " You see i was in the same boat well still am." He added with a soft chuckle. " Im gay you see . " He wanted to see if they get what he was going at. gays were harshed and procicuted just like blacks and jewish people were long ago . Homophobes ran schools and he remebered being beaten because he was open about it in school.

Their parents were shocked at that. There was no way Beju could be gay, was there? Though there was no way for them to be completely sure, not without asking him. And if he was, then they wouldn't be mad. He had the right to choose that for himself. Though they wished it wasn't true.

The doctor could see the wish that he was lieing and such things. He sighed and went on about having him stay here for a few days up in the pyschward to help see what else would trigger such actions and see why he didnt have friends . He wanted to make this boy feel better about himself not be so down. He wanted himt o make friends and have fun .

Their parents talked amongst themselves about that. It would probably be the best thing, seeing as they had to work and Riku needed to go to school. They reluctantly agreed before going back to Beju's room. They wanted to spend some time with him while they could.

beju was up and blinking confused when his parents came in. He yawned cutely and watched them. He wondered what was gonna happen to him?

The doctor was happy they agreed and went to setup everything with his best friend who worked in the pyschward . He told her everything even the kiss he saw giving to the elder brother.

Their parents gently woke Riku. He sat up yawning and looked at them. That was when they explained what the doctor said to Beju. The figured that Riku would have already known. Which he did.

beju just blinked.. he didnt know any of this and lowered his eyes it was for the best no that he went to the pschward. Hey atleast he wouldnt have to see his brother for awhile maybe then the rejected feeling would hurt so bad. He didnt even look towards riku. " What if they see im unfitted to go home after the few days." He breathed softly. " What will you guys do then?" He wanted to know if they truly cared or not.

"If that happens, it will be your decision whether or not you want to stay. Cause if you want to come home, we will take you home." their mother said. Then she turned to Riku. "You need to be getting to school soon, don't you?" she asked.

Riku nodded and stood. He put his book back into his bag and left the room. He went down to his car and went to school.

beju watched his brothers feet as he left. " if and when i go home dont let naomi in the house,." He stated matter of factly . " i hate her ." He added narrowing his eyes for once showing the distemperment he actually had. And how much he hated that girl for stealing what was his. you know what this good boy was pissed and he would get that girl good if she ever showed her face again she was dead.

"Alright.. If that's what you want." their mother said, a bit confused by that. But if that would bring Beju home, she would do it. Just to keep their family together. She sat down in the chair Riku was in and their father stood behind her. They planned to stay until Riku returned after school.

beju smiled at that . His eyes softening once more to there gentle lifeless look. His heart hurt still and he wanted to be hugged held but he wouldnt say anything. He wasnt one to say such a thing as wanting to be comforted. He took a nap wondering how long theyd stay here and why they felt like strangers to him.

His parents stayed there for a long time. At least, their mother did. Their father had to go back to work. Their mother only left once Riku returned.

Though he didn't know why he came back, he did. And he brought Naomi with him. He didn't care what it was that Beju said. He was going to bring her with him everywhere.

Beju was in and out of conciousness alot he noticed his dad was gone but mother still there then the next she was leaving and then riku was in her place only he want alone a demon had followed him in. One that made him shake with anger he couldn't even have one request ! He asked nicely the heart monitor picked up his increased heart rate as his knuckles clenched and he pulled himself out of the sleepy for he'd been having for god knows how long. " ... Out..." he growled and his eyes opened more adjusting to the harsh lights and then narrowing. His growl sounded more like a painful hiss . He wanted them well her out if she didn't go he would through the window if he could make it over there. Or he'd page the nurse he was the patient and he could get anyone thrown out .

Riku briefly glared at Beju. "Don't worry. We're not staying." he said, his voice was cold. His brother was not going to decide when he could see his girlfriend. Their mother said Naomi wasn't allowed in the house. Not that she wasn't allowed here. And it really wasn't like he was planning to stay. He just stopped by to see their parents. Not Beju.

Naomi looked at Beju then to Riku. She was surprised by how cold his voice was. She didn't think he should be talking to his brother in that tone. But she said nothing.

Beju felt sick to his stomach all of a suddent not because of his brother or this girl something wasn't right his heart wouldn't stop racing . The boy paled little by little. " fine get out now then ... " hisvouce was forced out as he tired not to let him now let themcatch on to the sickening feeling that was rinsing in his stomach as he felt his mind distort things around him. What was happening? His finger pressed the nurse button also his panic button but the nurses where already on the way down his heart was to high.

Riku and Naomi moved out of the way when the nurses came running in. They moved out into the hall, not wanting to be in the way. "Maybe I should just go.." Naomi said. "....Yeah...I'll drive you." Riku said. He led her out to his car and drove her home. He then returned to the hospital to check on Beju.

Beju had been moved to icu heading to recovery . He had a alerric reaction to the last drug pumped into his system about 5 minutes before his mother had left the woman had said he wasn't alleric to anything. Her mistake lead him to cardiac arrest and a sick and scared kid in the side of the hospital for major injures. They just wanted to make sure he was watched and safe. They had called the boys parents.

Dr.Ray sat in the boys asigned room waiting to tell whoever came what happened and well you wanted to yell at riku why did he brong her here when he knew the boy didnt want her here .