Hey Nivvy.

;___; Awhh. I'm sorry to hear you wanna leave again. We only had you back for such a short time.

I guess that's what happens when you got babies. No time for stuff like this :(

@___@ This is why I don't want children. I'm too selfish to share my time. XD

Yeah this is why i've waited so long to have them. I love my sleep and spare time :.
But i'll prob needa start thinking about that in the next few years. Getting close to 30 now.

Do you want them? XD

Well yeah eventually lol.
I might just have 1 i think thats more then enough lol

c: Good luck. And consider adoption.

Personally I don't wanna be a parent. I'd be a huge let-down as a parent. .___.;

Lol. Adoption in NZ is near impossible. It really sucks!
I don't think there's been an adoption here in ages. They have this thing where - if a girl wants to adopt her kid - she has to take the baby home for a certain amount of time i think it's 2 weeks? And if she till feels like she wants to adopt, they try everything to make her keep it. Which is dumb. Cause if you don't want your baby, you don't bloody want it. AND the child could do so much better with someone else. I mean this is why kids get killed here. Stupid government.

I have no idea. But I think that's something that's more sound in principle than in practice.

Yeah @o@;; I'm all over the place at the moment. More with other family crap, than stuff to do with the baby ^^. We're getting visitors constantly, and always having to travel away for family stuff. It's really killing me off, so I'm adamant that we're not going down to our families until Christmas time. I'm so worn out >___o;;

Edit - Ohh yeah, adoption is crazy here. Our last landlord tried to adopt, and for one baby, they have something crazy like 50 families stepping forward. It's so much easier to whangai @o@;

This is definitely my last child xD!!! Two is more than enough, I mean I never thought I'd even have one child haha.

:3 Thank you for the beautiful firebird~ <3

You're most welcome, thank you for your patience ^^! <3

c: <3 Thank you for your hard work. Good luck with your personal life~

Can i see the firebird dys!!

D: I don't have it uploaded anywhere. I just emailed it to my boyfriend. XD;;

I don't really trust PB anymore. That and its gotten ridiculously hard to navigate for reasons I do not understand. D8

Awww :(

OHH PB is horrendous.
I just use tinypic now.

Yeah. But there's no way for me to make TinyPic private. D:

That's true.

Originally Posted by Dystopia

c: <3 Thank you for your hard work. Good luck with your personal life~

Thank you @O@!!

Arghh, here's hoping after this second baby comes, my crazy pregnant lady hormones go away foreverrrrr lol! xD;

You gonna have another in the future niv?

Nooooo way xD;;

Two I think is where I always wanted to stop at. Honestly if he was that kind of baby, that was happy in his own company, and didn't really give a crap about others - I would have stopped at one. But he just adores other kids. As soon as he sees another baby or kid, he smiles big time, and wants to run off after them - so I think he'll love being a big brother.

I'm considering going under the knife, and getting it sorted out so we def can't have another one, ever @o@;;

Aww cute!


Wahh seriously? I didn't think you could do that until you were 30? Or had serious complications during your births.
Unless you paid for it privately of course.

I should be able to get them to do it for me, coz mum had fibroids, and her sister died of it. So it will probably take some persuading, but it should be okay. They worked hard, not to let mum have a hysterectomy, but in the end they gave in, coz of her sister's death. I'm not 100% sure if it's what I want to do just yet, but it's definitely in my mind. I wish I could afford private health care xD;;

Ahh yep. My cousin had hers done recently and she was in pain for ages. Something happened she had to go back... and then shortly after she had her appendix out. Lols me too. Get lipo lol,

How is your mum anyhow?

Hey can i grab one of your slots?
For an OC :)

Um payment... Hows 5k & 2 Recent CIs or 3?
Depends on what ones you need, i have spares of a few... We can go from there :)

Holy moly. That's hard out! Ohh I'd get so much stuff done lol, including dental work grr lol

I haven't heard from her since we left. I thought she was at work when we left roto and then she calls when we're an hour away, asking where we are lol. She must have been pissed she didnt get to say goodbye to baby :-P haven't heard from her since

Yep cool :-) send through your refs, if you have any. Is it an of yours, or a gift?