but the number is what im worried about Dx lol
i guess ill figure something out ineed to get blood work done anyway for school

Yeah..hm. Well I mean, even if you do have the surgery, it won't necessarily stop you from gaining weight. It really might be a medical issue that you need to look into. Though I'm so jealous of your sister. I wouldn't bother joining weight watchers though. I know I eat healthy so *shrugs* and I don't eat a lot. I should exercise more though.

I'm with you Fuyumi. I don't want to pay someone to tell me how to eat right. I know how. I just don't >_> It's up to me to do better. I lost a few pounds easily when I was dieting before my friend's wedding. But then I gained it all back again cause I didn't keep it up -_- I sit on my butt too much.

yeah..My school has a gym, but I feel so self-conscious going in there. All the people that work out here are so skinny, and I feel ..all..not skinny compared to them. They have a biggest loser contest at school too, but I don't think I'm big enough to join it ^^"

Bedtime Everyone. Night

good night candy XD

Sorry I dropped off. I ended up watching a show about giant tumors and now I'm watching one about albinism. The tumor one was gross x_x But the albinism one is interesting and sad. In African countries people hunt down albinos and cut off their limbs for witch doctor magic! *hides*

Oh wow. I didn't know that. that's disturbing. Don't worry, you're not in Africa Cookie clone ^^ and I'll protect you anyway even if you were

Thank you *snuggles*

I knew there was trouble with witch craft in Africa leading to all sorts of weird and crazy crimes, but that's just terrible. The Albinos basically face horrible sunburns in the day and the possibility if being dragged off and murdered in the night.

They had two albino sisters on the show and a few months before, some men broke into their house and hacked off their other albino sister's legs and left her to die. Then their father got arrested on suspicions of orchestrating the entire thing!

Oh wow.. that's so horrible. I wouldn't want to leave there. That really makes you sad doesn't it? *Pats cookie clone on the head*

It is horrible. People are horrible to each other. =/ *snuggles*

I know..aww you really are a snuggler *hugs* well, that's because..people are foolish. Everyone acts foolish though. It's sad, and not much can be done about it but.. I don't know. I don't think you should kill anyone unless they are trying to kill you.

:D *snuggle snuggle*

The puppy we have is screaming downstairs. Soooooooooo Annoying! The puppy tried to kill my mother today. She nagged her boyfriend for years that she wanted a horse and the idiot bought her one, even though the last time she rode one was like thirty years ago -_-

So, she was on the horse today being led around by her boyfriend, because she can't actually ride it. And she had his nephew's kid on with her when the puppy charged the horse and the horse freaked out and reared and dumped my mom and the kid onto the ground. The horse nearly trampled the puppy. They all survived, but it's just more evidence that the puppy is hellspawn.

Oh wow..Do you have a barn to put it in? Or does the boyfriend at least? Oh my..what a really dumb dog. They should really just get rid of it. *shakes head*

Oh well. I would be scared to have a puppy around a horse in general. One of my friends dogs got stepped on by a horse, cause she was walking under it's legs while it was trying to drink water and it got annoyed with her and stepped on her. She yelped really loudly.

I know how to ride a horse. It's pretty fun. Though I don't see the point of getting a horse myself. I have no where to put it and yeah.. it'd be expensive to feed. I can't imagine that. *blinks* so is she going to re-learn how to ride a horse?

The boyfriend keeps it out on his land. He has a bunch of pasture that he keeps cows on, so that's where they keep the horse too. It doesn't get a barn. It's stuck out in the elements. Actually, the puppy is doomed to share that fate. Once the boyfriend actually takes the stupid puppy off our hands, it's going to be an outside dog that roams loose all week while he's away on work. That's what his last dog did and it got hit by a car. But that's what all the dogs out there in the country do. The owners don't take proper care of them.

Obviously this puppy is too stupid to be kept around other animals if it's charging horses. And it already bites our dogs >_<

Riding horses is fun, but I would never buy one. It's a huge responsibility!

Who knows. I feel sort of bad saying this, but my mom is a crazy idiot. Things like logic don't apply to her. She was whining that she wanted a pony like she was a little five year old and she found a man stupid enough to give in. She's gonna break her neck on that thing.

wow.. I wonder if that's allowed to keep horses in such a place like that. I suppose if there's an enclosed area at least..Most people I know have stalls. Then again it does snow here so *shrugs*

Wow, what a dumb puppy. I would get really frustrated with it and try locking it in a room or something. Then I'd worry that it would destroy the room though. or lock it in it's cage most of the time. Evil puppy..

Oh..you should tell her to get lessons at least >_<

hi cookie and saito how are you guys doing?

Hey Cuppy. I'm alright. I finally figured out what I'm gonna do for my project. It's nothing exciting but oh well *shrugs* That's okay ^^ *is doing it on payroll* how are you?

@Fuyumi - It's a pretty normal thing around here to keep them grazing. But then, it's a lot warmer down here, rarely any snow.

We keep it penned up in the kitchen at night, but he whines and whines forever until he whines himself to sleep. But if I have to go down to the kitchen during the night, it just starts the process all over again. Usually, I make lots of trips down there, but now I try to limit it. You can hear him whining all the way upstairs. On the up side, mom's bedroom is right next to the kitchen, so she has to listen to her bad decision. >=P

She's trying to absolve herself of responsibility for the puppy by saying that it's her boyfriend's dog now, even though we keep it all week and he only sees it for two days a week -_-

Hey Cuppy.

@Cookie clone
Oh I see. That does make sense. Wow that is annoying. I hope the boyfriend takes it away soon. Does he even like the thing?

Wow...well.. hopefully that helps by her not getting any sleep ^^"

@Fuyumi - It is so annoying *sighs* I keep telling her to get rid of it, but she says that it's his dog, which is such bullshit -_-

I don't know what he thinks of it all. I don't talk to the man anymore and he doesn't come over to our house anymore because I have issues with that creep.

oi i just had to glue a bunch of stuff to a project now my fingers are all sticky

@Cookie
oh.. that sucks. -_-

@cuppy
oh noes..but its sometimes fun to peel the glue off *childish thoughts*

@everyone
I am gonna go to bed now, so good night ^^

@Cuppy - Sounds fun. I'm cooking some dinner for my brother. At midnight.

@Fuyumi - Yeah, it does. Night night. Sleep tight ^_^

yeah but I used a glue stick so its just really slimy now and whatcha makin cookie