Oh wow x.x Yeah, I hear ya. Kinda hard to do anything other than deal with that when it's that bad xP

Yay for new headphones tho! :D What brand are they? I like skull candy earbuds

Beats by Dre, solo3 model :3
Very fancy but sooo worth it. I can actually ignore upstairs neighbor now if I remember to put an album on loop :D

Nice! Hey if you have the need to drown things out, there ya go xD Money well spent xD

Yeah aha. I think she's part of why I'm so stressed out, so anything that helps me ignore her is good.

I'm going to take my sleepy meds and try to sleep again, but I will likely still be here for a bit, but if I poof, it was probably to sleep.

Oh god is she one of those awful neighbors? Dx

Okay Fae, I hope you're able to get some sleep so you feel at least a little better :3

We call her Stomples. Because she has no idea how to walk at a reasonable volume. Also she runs around a lot and has taught her daughter its OK to stomp and scream things like "I'm going to kill you" back and forth at each other.

also thank you <3

I feel bad complaining a lot but it has been a heck of a year for me so far Dx

Oh dear god x.x Some people have no decency.

Don't feel bad! Like we said, it helps to vent :D

true, vent! it helps and it is your threadie!

I thought I was having panic attacks is why I didn't go to the hospital sooner...then, when I did go in, I had been dropping into A-fib...my heart rate would drop to about 45 beats per minute, then it would speed up to as fast as 165 beats per minute.
Sometimes its a slow heart rate can be more of a problem than a fast one.
If Faerie is experiencing any other symptoms like numbness or pain in the jaw or shoulder area on either side or sweating at rest for no reason she should go to the ER and demand they address a possible heart attack and have them hook her up to a monitor.
I hope its just anxiety and Faerie feels much better soon!

Thank you, Izzie

Originally Posted by Inzanebraned

I thought I was having panic attacks is why I didn't go to the hospital sooner...then, when I did go in, I had been dropping into A-fib...my heart rate would drop to about 45 beats per minute, then it would speed up to as fast as 165 beats per minute.
Sometimes its a slow heart rate can be more of a problem than a fast one.
If Faerie is experiencing any other symptoms like numbness or pain in the jaw or shoulder area on either side or sweating at rest for no reason she should go to the ER and demand they address a possible heart attack and have them hook her up to a monitor.
I hope its just anxiety and Faerie feels much better soon!

Err... I told them i was having neck/arm pain and...i guess i didn't say shoulder pain but its def in my shoulder.
they asked me if i was having a fever
not if i was sweaty
but i am definitely sweaty, but the hospital was so cold i stopped sweating?
i was hooked up to a heart rate and bp machine for a long time
idk what numbers mean but it was something like 130/80 (and I'm on a hbp medication but a low dose before bed only)
:(
I was kinda out of it after the morphine but i do remember glancing over and it had dropped to 90 or so/72


-.-; they really didn't seem concerned about anything but my bp
and my bp was...fine I think when I wasn't in pain anymore

90/70 or so is "normal" i think.


and they didn't actually tell me to stop using my vape, but looking over the paperwork now it told me to stop
:(
blargh
why don't doctors actually review stuff w/ patients?

upon further evaluation its some blah blah blah about quitting smoking -.-
man these things are so alarmist
my bp was high even when i hadn't smoked for over a week
it was still high after waiting hours to get an ekg

*groggy cos i just woke up sorry if this is a mess to read*

90/70 is more normal than 130/80.
Did you notice what your heart rate was?

The time I went to the ER before this last time, I complained of chest pain and fatigue and shortness of breath...
My heart rate was terribly high that time and they sent me to become an inpatient, diagnosed me with Unstable Angina.
Within 2 hours of being admitted, I suffered an actual heart attack and was taken to the cath lab and had 3 stents placed in my heart.
Then it was 4 months later that I went back, complaining of heavy chest and shortness of breath...
After a stress test the docs were going to release me but I argued that there had to be a reason for the A-fib symptoms and they agreed to take me to the cath lab again and found 3 blockages that resulted in triple bypass surgery.
I guess the moral of the story is Listen to your gut...If you feel like something is wrong have it checked out until you are comfortable. Besides, emotional stress (worry) is 10 times worse for your heart than physical stress.

blargh, i don't remember what my heart rate was...

I do see my primary care on monday though

maybe they will give a fuck D:

I've been especially avoidant of others in mine house lately. Someone walketh into a room and I leave.

Why is mine Amane dressed like a prince? c:


I hope you feel better soon, faerie! Hopefully your GP can figure out what's wrong and actually do something about it!

Dost thou think I look like a boy?

No. c:
Amane looks like a girl in drag. :D

I suppose "historical girl on a mission from her guild of rogues to sneak into the castle" could count as a girl in drag. The ladies did not wear pants back then.

She's still super cute. :D
Even if she's in drag. :D

x.x today has been another day. D:
idk what else to say about this

blargh!!!

hope everyone is doing well

I hope you're doing okay, faerie :c

Ava, on the other hand, is down to her undies and happy as a clam about it.

I went outside in the snow in my bra and panties once. :D
It was fun!

It is fun. Unless you slip on some ice and cut your butt. >.<

That would suck! D: