Ohhh Birdie! :( I know how that feels all too well. If they do it again, just remember that you can still say no.

Aaanndd now I'm going to try to get a bit more sleep tonight than I did last night! Wooo!

Awh, poor Birdie, that's not fair at all. I hope you get to rest soon.

I can't believe it's already 1 a.m. here. That movie didn't let out till like 9:30 p.m. so I'm a little off.

lol well I'm on my second of two half's at lest and for some reason it's dead and I am thankful

Apparently even going to bed at 1am, I still woke up late. Well, I DID wake up once at 8am but my whole body just felt like jelly so I went back to sleep.

I think I woke up some time around 4 or 5, too, because there was a bunch of guys in my hall yelling and goofing around, banging on walls (probably kicking their ball like they usually do but come ON)... I think I yelled at them to shut up, but it might not have been very loud. Not sure...

I have to go to bed at 10 p.m. if I even want the hope of getting up before noon without an alarm clock. It's just how my body is.

Ach, that sucks. I do that to my family sometimes. Yell at them quietly.

lol my body schedule has been getting all out of shape these last couple of weeks. I somehow have to complete all of my readings and still get to bed in time so that I can wake up for my 9am classes. I mean, it's do-able. For some people. TECHNICALLY, I am CERTAIN that it is 100% do-able. But I'm not a speed reader, I get distracted, and yes--even I get lonely and anxious, which is a fact I think most of my family and friends frequently forget. And one nobody in school ever wants to admit is perfectly normal.

Ahh, yeah, I get that. You're just sitting there all fine and dandy trying to read and then the loneliness creeps in. You'll be reading something in psych and relationships come up and you're all like...even insane people get to have them! XD Been there.

But other than that college is just so difficult. If you want to read everything you can never stop reading.

It's been so long since I have went to bed early I am just awake for hours trying to get to sleep when I try

I actually managed to go to sleep at 10 not too long ago. I was impressed, to say the least. But I was so tired that I didn't get up till 11 the next day.

I definitely understand that, though. Usually my mind is so messed up at night that I spend hours watching t.v. on the internet.

aww I don't even know what going to bed early even means anymore. Or late. What is late? 2am? 4am? No clue. I just know I typically need about 8 hours of sleep if I want to get up in time for ANYTHING.

lol I'm not even talking about relationships. I have none desire for anything romantic But I don't exactly have much of a social life. And while I am fairly introverted and like to stay in, that doesn't always mean I LIKE staying in ALL the time with no company but my computer. It's just kind of the device I've been left with since I don't have many people to hang out with anyway. So everyone just assumes that's what I prefer.

And I don't even get to prove that I like going out just as much as anyone else, because I always have stacks of homework to do.

Ahh, I understand that too. I want a relationship, so I think I feel that the most sometimes. But I lack good friends irl right now. I'm lucky if I see people I know once a month, unfortunately.

Living 20 miles from campus and being a tad antisocial does that to you.

I live ON campus, and still can't hang out. It just helps me manage my...7 classes and the club I help run (mostly through mediating between the other officers, I think )

And my best friend is moving to California after this year, so NO CLUE what I'm going to do after that. Hopefully being in the Mindful Living Community on campus will give me something to do.

Ahh, yeah. My bf went off on a nutty tangent the month after we graduated high school. Moved all over the U.S. searching for whatever. We haven't been the same since.

I'd probably doing something similar if I lived on campus, but no, that's not my destiny, it seems. It's already tiring enough to be gone for 8 hours a day.

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Ooookie. Front page finally decorated.

I'm just waking up and popping in to work, but I saw the new EI is out XD

Yeah, lol, that's actually what I was just looking at .:)

Did they change the dress code over to formal?

lol I just had enough for new fancy dress XD
and I had to make sure I could cover the gold button before I bought anymore XD

Okay, I saw some other people in formal too, so I thought maybe it changed. :)

I am so hungry right now. I need to go make some dinner.

We made awesome dinner tonight ^^ We've been planning on a night where we stayed home and cooked. It was awesome. We almost finished it. He had 3 helpings, I had 2 ^^

Lol, what did you make?

I just ate nachos for dinner. I haven't been very healthy this last week due to tests, unfortunately.

Hey now. My dinner was bread and butter. From Outback. YUM. lol it's so good, but I fail to see how I'm actually feeding myself. And I realized just a little bit ago that I hardly ate at all this weekend. Mostly I ate chocolates on Friday, but otherwise? Yesterday I had a bagel with peanut butter in the morning and then nothing until 9pm when I got a salad at Outback. Actually, I think the only nutrition I had yesterday really came from my Sangria because of the fruits.

Today was better, but still kinda eh. I had a real breakfast (assuming sausage with mysterious hard artifact that looked like a chip of a tooth still counts as real), but after that? Just bread!

I consumed like three huge meals the from Friday to Saturday, so I've been eating...I just haven't been eating good foods. XP

Outback bread is freaking delish, though, omg. And yeah, sausage is pretty nasty just on a general. I figure those white things in it are bone. /nottofreakyououtbut...

*sneaky break work post*

lol that's what I figure, too. Tooth/Bone. Neither or which I want in my sausage. And I have had some sausages that are totally fine! But wherever the school gets theirs from...it's rather unpleasant. I just didn't feel like bacon yesterday, 'cause it always tastes so salty.

I figure the cheaper the sausage, the more disgusting the contents. And since it's from a school, it's probably as cheap as it gets. XP

YAY I'm off work for two days XD I'll be able to POST
hurrah for new commons and increasing a wardrobe I don't have to wash