@ Selly::
Oh, I got a manga recently too! :3

Which one? Perhaps I know it. :)

Ah, I was worried it was something really really bad. No sleep is bad, as is sugar and caffeine. Depression, you can't really help...
But if it was something like... I don't even want to thing about it...

@ Selly::
D.Gray-Man. ^-^
One of my favorites.

Yeah, I know. Recently had blood tests again.
-sigh-
But, as far as we are aware of, it's nothing dangerous, no tumors or anything.
I started smoking again - not too great of a habit, but it's a choice I had to make. Rather one or two cigarettes a day, then fucking up my life, hurting my body and exhausting myself, right? It's not always a choice between the best and second-best, or even best and worst, but worst and second-worst, sometimes.

Clair: Ah, heard of it yet not read it so far. I'll take a look at it someday, however, if you like it.

I hope everything is okay for you, Selly. *worries*

Okay, if you'd like.
It's a great series; I love it. :)

!!!!
*starts to fuss a bit*
I hate having people fuss over me, so I won't fuss too much Selly, but please feel better and DO NOT resort to alcohol please!

Is okay? No.
Can possibly get okay again? Yes.
It's at least still possible, and I know it - it helps, sometimes.
Ah, well, if Clair likes it, it must be great. -nods-

Hatake: Unfortunately I can't force myself to feel well, but I have promised myself not to resort to alcohol.

Aw, that's sweet of you to say.
My tastes are a bit strange, though.

I hope things get better for you!

It's true, I'm sure - and don't worry, my tastes are a tad strange as well.

*high fives hatake*
yah =]
sil: i can send the link but its dead now i guess

In a way, everyone has strange tastes. ^-^

After all, we're all part of the human race.

Scary thought, that one is. *nods*
But I'm not Human... I'm a pirate! :)

xD
:heart: Pirate~!

I'm not a human, I'm a lazy dork.

Clair: And what kind of Pirate, if not human? Dwarf? Elf? Monkey?
Hatake: Ah, yeah. I guess one could say that about me as well.
Sweetcooky: If you want to, you can send the link - or later, if you prefer. xD

A monkey pirate of course! =3

Ah, okay. xD
I guessed so. Anyway, how are you doing?

*shrugs*
I've been having my own ups and downs... sadly more down than anyone would really like, but that's life for you. My boyfriend just started college last month, so I've only gotten to see him on the weekends, which makes me really miss him.

School has got me depressed. I just can't get over a horrible loss of mine that happened almost a year ago. No matter how hard I try, I can't get over it and the pain is there everyday when I'm at school. Bullies and mean teachers don't help. I've started seeing a therapist for my depression, actually.

Other than that, I've been staying healthier than most people around here. My boyfriend has been sick for weeks now, and so has my family. I had the sniffles a few days ago, but that last about 36 hours. I'm okay now.

...
There was a shooting in a school near mine...
Holy shit, I am scared.

Ah, I wish there was something I could do for you, Clair.
Just know you can always, always talk to me about what happens or about your feelings. The fact that mine are main subject whenever I decide to show my face around in my charity which is only up-and-running thanks to you guys, not me, doesn't mean you do not deserve to tell yours.

I understand what you mean. Losses are always difficult, no matter how long ago, and certainly when other people just don't seem to care or understand. Really, if I was able to, I'd kick those stupid bullies and mean teachers in their stomach for you. People don't fuck with my friends -angry-
I hope therapists help you better than me, for they tend to increase my problems rather than decrease them.

Glad to hear that you are, physically at least, staying healthy nonetheless.

Hatake: What the hell? How bad was it, if that info is out yet?

I have no idea.
I was picking up my brother from the bus stop and my neighbor was there to pick up his son. He told me about it...
I need to go research a bit...
Oh, but I'm getting a major happiness shot since my ELEMENTARY school bus driver remembered me by name. Gods, that was quite a few years ago. And college mail keeps on telling me how wonderful I am. xD
Automated mail college spam.

Thanks for the support, Selly. It's always great to have. :)
Yeah, I wish more people understood how I feel, but according to my therapist, they will some day.

It doesn't matter to me, Selly. You're my friend and I'm here to listen to you. I know you're there for me to hear me out, so I do the same for you. :hug:

@ Edit:: Sadly, I've got to eat supper and do some other things.
I'm off for the night.

Cheer up, Selly.
Hope to see you again tomorrow.

Apparently my neighbor was wrong.
A lawyer got shot and there is a killer at large. Schools were closed near there.
Well... ain't this just great....

Hello everyone!