Ahh, I am sorry to hear about your ex. >< I can understand you're not very into her music right now then. ^^; She just happens to be one of my fav 'that kind' of singers. I am not sure if Nightwish or Within Temptation would qualify. x3

Ahhh, there are Lolita Dresses here. =P They're pretty expensive, though. And not the prettiest dress (In my opinion) but there are tons of other pretty clothes and things you can make lolita outfit from. I also agree on Ayumi's stuff. It allcan be found in Emporium Palace (SP?) shop. ^^
Though, maybe something more Steampunk (Ahh, the olden days... I remember RPing with my bro in that setting x3) would be more unusual around here. *nods*

Nice:) This is one of my favorite new items:) I just love it! I switch around a LOT, somedays I am punk, some days goth...Some more Lolita...I just have a good time with it all actually:)

And with that, it's time for me and my husband to watch anime and fall asleep...Hopefully in that order:) I hope to see ya around a lot Doll.

Goodnight Sad, I wish you as much peace as you can find right now. If you want, I have a black and white dress you can borrow for your avatar till you feel better:) PM me if you are interested. It's one of those lovey ones.

Goodnight!

Whatever Daria wears, she looks pretty, just know that. C; *likes Daria's fashion sense x3*

Also, have fun watching and have a good rest. I am very grateful there was someone on whom I could talk with. It meant a lot to me. And helped me.
And... D: Thank you for your most kind offer. I will probably PM you, yes. You really are so sweet. >: *hugs*

Goodnight!

sadrain dear, yes the breakup was months ago but I would be lying if I stated that my ex and I are on good terms now...she has said and done some hateful stuff to the point where I honestly did not want to be online anymore. I know it's strange, I say I am married but I had a girlfriend...well, it's an open marriage since both he and I are bisexual...erm...sorry for the personal information.

I love Nightwish. I Am Ghost, Hollywood Undead, Venus....very good bands. I have an eclectic taste, since I also love musicals, swing music, jazz, J-Rock...it varies..

Goodnight Daria! Sleep well my friend!

Well, some people are like that. D: I am sorry to hear that, really. I wish I had some words to make it better. x_X
I gathered that much already from your posts. But it's really fine since I have nothing at all against it. It's everyone's personal choice.

I haven't heard of any of those that you counted. I guess I only know Drresden Dolls that can be counted in that specific music. Maybe Collide? x3 I have ppretty wide range of loved music that sways off the 'regular' path. Haha.

I wish to cheer you up as well sadrain...*hugs* And I have heard Dresden Dolls. My husband loves their music whereas I like maybe one or two...Girl Anachronism and Coin Operated Boy. I think It would be so cute if we went around on this site as that...he and I.

Call me Rainy. x3 Or Dusk or something of the sorts. x3 I still am not used to being called sadrain all the time (Have never been called by username that much. People always found nicknames or used my real name).

And no one can really cheer me up, I guess. It's good I have someone to talk with and don't have to sit down and think. That's the hardest part.

Rainy is very pretty and easy to remember for me hehehe. And I can somewhat relate. It's not proper to say I know what you are going thru, because we are all unique and are individuals, however...with my husband being gone for long hours at a time during the graveyard shifts, and then he sleeps most of the day...I am very lonely which presents itself a melancholy.

Haha, yeah. But it gets confusing sometimes because there is another Rainy floating about these charities. x3

Ah. D: I don't really know what to say. >: The person that I need in my life's hardest moment and when I just feel lonely or sad is my mom and she's always here. Not that I am world's cheerfulest person, though. Life has got rid of that trait in me sucessfully. And I don't mind.

Ah. I am not much on the cheerful side myself. Offline I am more of an introvert, I rarely leave my house...the comic con is my exception to the rule. I don't do the social thing, I don't go to nightclubs, or bars, even if they are just literally down the block from my house...online I am more open about things. Funny how that works.

Really? I am that way, too. I don't really have anyone besides mom to be open with in real life and I don't thnik I would even trust someone that easily. I don't like social gatherings and most of the time, I try not go outside at all. I know I am seen as the 'ice queen' ebcause of my defensive attitude, though, I am actually afraid of being hurt.

But in here, I am more on the crazy side. x_X;; It's somehow easy to talk with person you don't see in eye, maybe? Even if you wonder if the things other say are truly from heart, you don't see that small, flickering smirk... And also, people on internet tends to be nicer and you can just 'poof' out of the way of those you don't want to meet/feel that you could have bad relationship with. Well, in most cases.

I have what's called Acute Social Phobia Disorder...the only reason why I attend the comic con is it's once a year, and even then sometimes I freak out there, and my husband escorts me to a more somewhat private place so I can calm down. Other than that, I do shopping like twice a month and well...that's it really.

And I believe you are right on the mark. You do not see the quirky little facial ticks, you don't hear the sarcasm in their voice, real or imagined. We really do not know what's on the other side of the screen, which is both parts intriguing and frightening. You may never know who it is exactly you are conversing with. I can assure you, that I am speaking the truth to you entirely, but where is the real proof in what I say?

Oh. D: Well, my dislike for larger groups of people (Or people in general) has not yet developed that far. I feel insecure and unsure about them, though. And as I am actually a friendly person, it comes out here.

Yes, I guess so. Unfortunately, I am very trusty and don't doubt what the others says to me much online. =P Unless I have my small dislike for the person/they have hurt me/I sense sarcasm. But then again, I do not have to fear stalkers or any of that trouble, considering I am kind of on the other side of world for the most people I meet.
Still, it's very intriguing to meet new people, find out things about them... Especially as I know I wouldn't be able to do it anywhere else.

Haha, I start to doubt I made actual point in this post. Tiredness must be getting me. I slept only like.... 4 hours and then found out the news. >< So yeah. Sorry if I didn't make it understandable. D:

EDIT: Ahh, I just remembered. You can go and download MAC in Avatar Community sticky thread. Even if it doesn't have the latest CI (Contribution Items), you can test out the ayumi's clothing and other to see what dream avvie you can make. Afterwards, Quest thread is a good idea. ^^
Though, you might know all that already. XD

I've been thru a lot. Now I am not trying to say that I am the only one by any means, but yes, there is a good reason, several of them in fact, why I feel this way. I think the core of it is how I was raised, that if I was to receive any attention at all it was disciplinary for something I have supposedly done wrong. Now, not only am I an excellent lie detector in person, but I can read body language very well. I tend to over think a lot, which is another one of my problems.

I must be strange but I believe your post made a lot of sense to me. However, insomnia is not a good habit to acquire...trust me, I speak from experience. Hehehe. Get some sleep my dear, and feel free to send me a private message sometime. You are pretty awesome, Rainy, and I love talking to you. I don't get to click with a lot of people these days. As for that program, I tend to pick pieces of outfits and mash them together, but that sounds like a good idea. I will consider it strongly. Do you use it as well?

Whoa all so long posts

-wishes she was better in thinking of proper English narratives to post here-

Hehehe hello Hime-chan! How are you doing? I love your look, it is very Steampunkish.

Thanks DeathLittleDoll <3

How are you today?

Please, Hime-chan, call me Dolly...and I am doing fine, bored, my knee hurts, and I am excited about the upcoming comic con. And yourself?

Alright Dolly, I'm good, just a bit tired on this national holiday
I'm looking forward to the end of this month

What did you do to your knee? Dx

Saying hello~

I joined yesterday. So far I'm enjoying this site. :]

Hey Skay, welcome to Menewsha! :hug:

At Dolly: Ahh, that indeed doesn't sound very nice. D: My mom is my closest person and I rely on her a lot (Too much). I really don't want to think how it would be without her or if she was harsher. I am very intrigued by body language by I have still a lot of things to learn. And people often tell me I read into things into deeply. v.v;;

That's great. ^^ I often worry I don't make sense - sometimes my English still stumbles (And falls, rather heavily) when I rush and/or try to be thoughtful.
I'm just an night owl. I can pretty easily move around with just few hours of sleep and I usually don't get too tired until I am awake for 18+ hours. I didn't go to sleep, though. I and mom went out, to buy some flowers and things... Just... Look at it from different angle, I guess. It kinda worked. I am slightly more at peace now.
I am also very glad to know you enjoy talking with me. <3 I would love to talk with you again and we probably will, considering Charities are my Mene home. XD
No, I don't use it because it doesn't work on my prehistoric computer. x3 I throw together what I think would look nice, sometimes gather some advices and such. But my fashion sense is pretty much different than that of regular Menewshan so tip seeking usually fails. x3;;

At Skay: Hello and be welcomed to Menewsha!! <33

At Hime: We understood you and that all what's matter. *nods*

@ Hime - Well, I have arthritis in both my knees. It's my fault really, I fall on my hands and knees a lot, I used to skateboard back when I was little, and skaters learn to fall that way...to prevent road rash as much as possible! Now I have arthritis...and it's not too pleasant.

@ Skay - Hello there! Welcome to Mene! I am new too!

@ Rainy - I have not seen my mother in a very long time, and in a way I am grateful because I reconstructed my own personality without her around, having the freedom and liberty to be myself for a change, not the person my mother wanted me to be. Cling on to that bond you have with your mother, hun, because from what I understand it's a healthy and beautiful mother/daughter relationship. Unlike mine. Despite all the hardships I suffered from my mother, I sometimes wish she were around...Ah my husband's computer is prehistoric so I know that frustration all too well...from his end anyway. Mine is very new, I made him get me a new one because he broke my old one...silly man.

Hi everyone, how goes it?

Welcome to Mene Skay:)

I'm glad to see ya back Doll:)

Sends panda huggles to Rainy:)

Originally Posted by DeathsLittleDoll

I will stay those thirty posts and then some my dear!

What was that language, French? It was lovely.

And please call me Dolly.

Excellent! :3

Oui, il est la langue Français. J'aime la Français! <3 (er, I think I spelled some things wrong there...)

I will, then. I go by Anna, in case you were wondering. :)