yeah well... after about a year of it you cant really help it. aside from myself there is only one other person i work with who maintains happy at work without being an alcoholic. her name is Eileen and she is from Newfoundland and is amazing. i have no idea how day after day she deals with them shitting on her hour after hour. no idea.

literally. everyone at work who finds themselves able to smile, drinks heavily. and anyone who doesnt drink heavily doesnt smile or laugh at work. they are just miserable.

but thank you for your support greed. its kinda ironic that im getting support from a person named greed. lol

Sounds like time to get a new job. Its a shame its been so hard to get a job recently.

i havnt stopped looking for a job since i started working here. i have had only one interview and its didnt pan out. i apply to jobs weekly. its not like im not trying to get out. trust me. i have this conversation every time i talk to anyone about it. if there was another option i would take it. im going to apply to Tim Hortons later today.... after i talk to a councilor.

Bsw I love your avi. I really want one of the space helmets. >.< I love how it looks like your underwater. <3

thanks fiona. have you seen nellers avatar? its brilliant! honestly, so cool! steampunk viking robot! how cool is that!

Oh I haven't seen it I need to go look at hers <3

its amazing. honestly. i think she should win admin pick.

Originally Posted by bloodstainedwings

thanks fiona. have you seen nellers avatar? its brilliant! honestly, so cool! steampunk viking robot! how cool is that!

Aw! Bsw, you're too freaking sweet. Lol. I need to change back, but I appreciate this so much. :)

I agree with BSw .<3
How bsw what do you think about this one?

... you need shoes... red shoes i would think... maybe some badass boots?

and your welcome neller. i really enjoyed your last avatar. i was going to nom you, but someone already did...

Well I end up using the skirt do you think its to much?

I changed my avatar back now. :3 I thought a steam robot would be fun to make.

@ fiona: you only have a bow and a belt on... so no.. i dont think its too much XD lol.

and thank you neller. you look much better! :)

lol let me up upload the other pic. lol

Hey BSW could I get some avatar advice?
I'm working on my entry for the Project Mene contest and well I'm not sure what I've come up with actually fits the theme very well.

Originally Posted by blueblackrose

Hey BSW could I get some avatar advice?
I'm working on my entry for the Project Mene contest and well I'm not sure what I've come up with actually fits the theme very well.

well i know what the theme is so im going to rate it with that in mind.

the hat i think doesnt fit the theme in the slightest, while it looks great with your outfit, it doesnt fit. its too magical and the thing about going green is that it is anything but. so i would remove that hat and try replacing it with the green mechanic hat, some navy hairpin and then brown hair. you want it to look natural i think. i do love the use of the fur and the tail as it suggests reusing and repurposing animal fur. I also love how high fashion you look while also being woodsy looking. its a nice combination and reminds me a lot of the newer green movements, toward sustainability and away from environmentalism at the cost of our economy and our people. practical and fuctional and morally good.

other then the hat, which i would change up as suggested. i think your outfit is perfect!

9/10

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Originally Posted by vampire_bill

lol let me up upload the other pic. lol

lol. ok. ill wait for it then.

here she is <3

Originally Posted by bloodstainedwings

well i know what the theme is so im going to rate it with that in mind.

the hat i think doesnt fit the theme in the slightest, while it looks great with your outfit, it doesnt fit. its too magical and the thing about going green is that it is anything but. so i would remove that hat and try replacing it with the green mechanic hat, some navy hairpin and then brown hair. you want it to look natural i think. i do love the use of the fur and the tail as it suggests reusing and repurposing animal fur. I also love how high fashion you look while also being woodsy looking. its a nice combination and reminds me a lot of the newer green movements, toward sustainability and away from environmentalism at the cost of our economy and our people. practical and fuctional and morally good.

other then the hat, which i would change up as suggested. i think your outfit is perfect!

9/10

Thanks for the advice BSW. The hat was one of my big questions.

What do you think, BSW, blush or no blush? I can't decide and I'm currently ghosting the blush so...yeah. xP

I like the blush. :3

Originally Posted by vampire_bill

here she is <3

yeah the boots do it. perfect! 10/10

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Originally Posted by blueblackrose

Thanks for the advice BSW. The hat was one of my big questions.

no problem! i actually really love project mene. i was playing around in the DAC when i saw the theme. i was thinking of making the rag dress shirt thingy work... because people normally see it as 'garbage' and its rather hard to work with. it was fun playing with it. but i couldnt get it to work. lol.

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Originally Posted by Seridano

What do you think, BSW, blush or no blush? I can't decide and I'm currently ghosting the blush so...yeah. xP

keep it. i like it a lot. its very subtle, but i like that about it. it adds just the right amount of pink to your face and it works with your avatar well.

Hey BSW I have another one for you <3

Originally Posted by vampire_bill

Hey BSW I have another one for you <3

ok, im not sure how harsh you want you ratings... but this one doesnt make a whole lot of sense to me. i dont understand the theme... unless its spring deamons... which really.... doesnt make sense at all....

the greens are all slightly off tone with each other and the sit harshly against the other colours. i just think it would be better with something else instead of the green.. like maybe the yellow you have in the background of your avatar? switching to yellow might actually make a huge difference... i will go ahead and suggest that. like if you switched to the yellow lolita skirt and then a yellow shirt of some sort and a yellow hairpin. i think it would look a lot better. that or switch to the darker green that matches the background items.

i may also suggest changing the brown to the brown that matches the background brown. so the rusted leather items. maybe.

really i think its just that the avatar clashes drastically with the background in a mildly uncomfortable manor. i do love the layering, particularly in the background. and the use of the mask. i love masks.

overall: 7/10

Thought you might get a kick out of this.

yeah, i have seen that before. are you in there hiding fiona?