hello. my dragon grew up.

I sawy! My computer just turned itself off! I didn't know what to do, so i just restarted it and everything...so far...is back to normal

YAY! DRAGONS GROWING AND BRAINS GLOWING!

Anyway, I don't think i have enough sanity to lose...if i do, I doubt i would notice losing it..

kitty-chan! *glomp*

my egg has a crack! =3

*glomps back* how is everyone today?

that is awesome.

drawing clothes on my nakkid neko person, how is you?

Everyone is today so far...anyways, preparing for the wonderful therapy trip tomorrow...nothing special for my 21st b-day at all.......i don't even get a b-day present...which stinks, but I will live on, and i am grateful for that.

YAY FOR THE EGG CRACKERS!!!!!!!!!

*huggles dae-chan* awww go drink! it's what most people do -.-

i am good. watching the nascar race.

my mom is going to drag me to the bars on my 21st birthday but i am not going to drink and she knows that.

not allowed to even touch an alcoholic beverage. My dad says i have nowhere to live if i even mention wanting a margarita again. Seriously...i wanted a little more twang to the drink, not the buzz...but no, if i drink at all I will get addicted then kill someone in a drunken rage or drink and drive...

Now you know why i am in therapy, eh?

o.O you're father thinks that or you think that?

i don't think that happens that much.

my dad. he also thinks i worship the devil and plan to kill people when i move out on my own...but whatever...he says i am mentally unstable, and i give him some credit there...but i am not a person that likes to hurt people even when ooc.

awww *huggles* I'm mentally unstable too but I deal with it XD why don't you move out? your dad can't stop you....

wow. i sorry about what your dad thinks. that don't sound very good.

I can't move out because I can't afford it...>> and also, i have to have the governmental permissions because i am on disability and they give me my insurance for my meds...

:( that sucks, if you don't mind me asking... what kind of disability?

schizo-affective disorder, bipolar type.

brb, phone

schizo-affective disorder? @.@ I know what bipolar is... not the other words though.... my mom is bipolar o.o I'm just a bit crazy and anti-social...

Schizo-affective is a type of schizophrenia, just more 'destructive or more anti-social' but because i am bipolar type, it makes me have mood swings...so in essence i am a PMS schizo emo person...or so my labels say...

that don't sound too good.

really? I think it sounds kinda fun.... granted I'm an odd person.....

Funny thing about it all is I was actually sick when they treated me with the medicines that would 'cure all problems'

Now that i am off, I have been a year without being in a hospital, and 3 years without cutting, and 8 months without hallucinations...but then, it all started after i had brain surgery at 14...so we blame that, or at least, i do.

It is kind of fun, really. Just people judging you because of those labels sucks.

i would blame it on the surgery too.

Meh, I'm anti-social, bookworm, anime loving, video game playing tomboy girl. people think i'm goth, punk or emo cause of the clothes I wear but I just wear what I like, so I know what it's like to be judged, a lot of people won't start a conversation with me because of what I wear... wimps -.-

But yea brain surgery can screw a person up, it sucks.

i wear the cloths i like too.