byez <3

Goodby everyone <3
I'm headed off to escape everyone again :X
Til laters

Hey guys.
What's up?

Here's a boy report.

Okay, so I haven't talked to him about anything yet, but I think that he's starting to come around more and more everyday. He's been less weird around me, and we flirt all the damn time.

Well, yesterday he left with a couple of his cousins. When he came back today one of his cousins was talking about how this girl went upstairs where my guy was and never came back down and they slept together. Well, that was a lie, because he would have told his mom, and naturally, his mom would have told me.
Before I found out that it was a lie, I went and laid down and just started crying and almost threw up at the idea of him with another person.

And now, a different one of his cousins is over here right now, talking about how she's got some guy for him to meet, and blah blah blah.
I swear to god, if they even get to so much as an introduction, (Emilio and new guy) I will kill his cousin for having the damn idea.

I haven't been waiting all this time, and trying everything imaginable to make him notice me only for his skanky cousin to come over and try to ruin everything.

Do I seem like I'm being a little too jealous? I haven't been acting on any of my jealous feelings, but they are kind of killing me.

I honestly think that I love him.

Should I give up, or should I just keep chasin' pavements?

BOYTOY: I can't tell you what to do but I can offer soem insight into what I would do~
It would really boil down to a matter of trust, if you trust him and wish to be with him then I would think you should sit down and talk to him about any and all issues you have. Feeling upset and strung out over things you talk about with friends and family then you'll get nowhere. Just go straight to the source and if you don't want it anymore there are plenty more boys to choose from.

hay bby, it's rain. ugh I miss youuuuu. come baaaaack. you weren't here to smack my hand away from stuff at target today, blargh! I just ate breakfast for dinner. I threw in some cut up onions and cheese in my eggs, mm nom. this is my second energy drink today. RAIN IS TWITCHY. hope you're not TOO too busy at work tonight. luv.

Boytoy - :hug: and I was about to say the same thing maiden already mentioned.. Talk to him about it, put yourself in a vulnerable situation and blantantly tell him upfront "hey I want you! And I want you to myself!" That will let him know you are serious. And if he doesn't feel the same, which he's crazy and worthless if he doesn't, then you can move on baby! :heart:
I miss your cute ass in hurr! Come back more or I'll have tp spank you! Hehee! :P

Stern, you're such a bad kid! Lol. I did so good not buying anything but food! Hehe!

(Ugh, I'm at work. Bored to death.)

How is everyone?!

Not really so bad, actually. Got new spoons since I ruined hers in the dish washer, got baby bowls with lids, a new bottle cleaning brush since mine broke last night, some gerber graduates puffs (little snacks that dissolve. she chews on them, though!). So the only thing I "splurged" on that I didn't need was a size 18 month "I'm the birthday girl!" onesie that was $4. Got size 18 months cus at the rate she's growing, she'll be wearing that size on her first birthday. It was really cute so I had to snatch it just in case they weren't around anymore in five months.

well i guess that's not that bad then! ><
was the shirt on an end cap? next to a pink shirt with a number one on it. lolol.
i was looking at that shirt yesterday, as well! ^^

~dances all naughty like~ ^_^

~unce unce unce~
lol. how are you doing lunie?

[aiight~ i'm off to bed.. i have a major headache.. nighty nights!]

Hi I'm Dory Jake.

New here, of course. I know atleast one person here. :3

She knows who she is.


Uh... So yea, if you want to know about me just ask.

Dory? o.o

Yes, Dory.

As in finding nemo.

Ah, are you forgetfull? xD

Depends on what I'm not remembering.

n_n
You seem like you could be fun -nods-

I'm a very fun person. :3

-Nodnod-

I am too, mostly.
Depends if I get into one of my moods o.o

I'm Bulby xD
I have a bad habit of talking in 3rd person a lot.

Well you already know my name. I'm jake.

I have a habit of disappearing to smoke. xD

Jake's a cute name -nods-
Can I call you fall? o.o

Don't see why not.

Yay~

Bulby is going away -giggles-
Back to helicopters and skype

jaaake and bulby :glomp:

damn everyone disappears when i get online! :gonk:

jake ~ i'm glad you're here.. oh oh and i'm liking the mohawk! hehee.

Bulby is here.
Sort of.

/squeezes

how are you doing?
i overslept by about an hour~! grr.