I did... but I dont know how to explain it to them... its my own thoughts and i cant figure out what to say...

Whisper: Do you know why you are afraid of them?

well, him. sorry, english typo :P and i do, but its not for some A-typical reason. i mean, im not afraid... just... gahh....

Oh okay, afraid of how you feel around him?

Parachutes into the hangout from the sky.

Evening everyone:)

How ish you all?

:eager:I finally finished sewing the kimono I designed in my textiles class and I have pics of it too yayz:)

I'm sick tegan, you?

@Whisper: You don't bother because they'll never understand anyway so you might as well save yourself the trouble.

@med aw that's no good:(

what illness is it?

I'm pretty good, I have a stack of work I need to do this week, its burying me nooos.

@Vix are you okay?

@Tegan: Nope.

Tegan: Sore throat.

@Vix ah that sucks too:( Huggles Vix

@Med urgh a cold maybe, there's been one going around at my school too lol

crappy cold weather.

This right now is nothing. Tomorrow, when I'm calm, is when I'm going to tear someone's throat out.

@Vix hmm, I agree you shouldn't keep your anger bottled up, but don't do anything drastic.

Tegan: Yeah just a cold. I hate it.

Please don't tear my throat out, I need it to eat and stuff. D:

@Med I know they suck.

I sound like an elephant when I get a cold lol

I always bottle it up, if I didn't, I'd probably be in prison by now.

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@Rad: You haven't done anything that would make me want to hurt you.

@Vix ah okay. Well I'm not too sure what you can do then.

*shrugs* I'm tempted to just end things now and save myself from more pain in the future. I always get hurt in the end anyway, I was stupid to think that this time would be any different. Never believe what a man tells you, that's for sure.

@Vix mhmm, that's why people need to be careful about people sometimes, you never know what they might really be like.

Apparently being friends for months beforehand doesn't count for shit anymore.

you were friends with him for months? o.O

when did he start being nasty?

Literally the past two days. Apparently when he says "I want you to be honest with me when something's on your mind" really means "Shut the fuck up because I don't give a shit about how you feel, I just want to fuck you."

oh damn, have you tried to sit down and talk to him seriously, without him being a jerk?

that really does suck.

Yup. I always do my best to go into things with a clear head, ready to listen to the other person's point of view, and without sounding like I'm attacking them. Bunch of good that's doing.

I'm going to eat the fuck out of this bagel and it'd better be delicious.